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Te-am strigat adesea prin pădure,

Nu-mi răspundea decât ecoul ei.

Te-am căutat de la apus până la răsărit

Era ciudat că-n fiecare creatură

Privirea îmi fugea.

Erai acolo, erai aproape

Și-n foșnetul frunzelor uscate

Te simțeam.

Cutremurată până-n oase...

Las să mă plouă.

Vreau să te strig din nou

Dar mă tem că nu mai vii

Te-ai dus

și nici nu știi

Ai rămas un trecător necunoscut.

Tu cu mistere,

Eu cu un dor de dorul nepătruns

Și vise spulberate de tăcere .


Category: Love poems

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Date of posting: 18 апреля 2024

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,,Ne cunoaștem din vedere" în finlandeză

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

câte clipe efemere

niciodată-n drumul lor

nu şi-au oprit

mersul sigur şi grăbit

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

numai ochii în tăcere

au rostit de-atâtea ori

tot ce doreau

când lumina şi-o întâlneau...

 

Nici măcar din întâmplare

vreun cuvânt nu am rostit

În atâtea întâlniri,

jocul ăsta de priviri

pe-amândoi ne-a amuzat.

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

dar oricând e o plăcere

amintirea s-o păstrezi

şi să revezi

ochii ce îi ştii de-o viaţă

întâlniţi de dimineaţă

şi când ninge, şi când plouă

în maşina 179.

Ne cunoaştem din vedere...

Şi-atât!

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

câte clipe efemere

niciodată-n drumul lor nu ne-am oprit

mersul sigur şi grăbit

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

numai ochii în tăcere

au rostit de-atâtea ori

tot ce doreau

când lumina şi-o întâlneau...

 

Nici măcar din întâmplare

vreun cuvânt nu am rostit

În atâtea întâlniri,

jocul ăsta de priviri

pe-amândoi ne-a amuzat.

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

dar oricând e o plăcere

amintirea s-o păstrezi

şi să revezi

ochii ce îi ştii de-o viaţă

întâlniţi de dimineaţă

şi când ninge, şi când plouă

în maşina 179.

Ne cunoaştem din vedere...

Şi-atât!

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

kuinka monta ohikiitävää hetkeä

koskaan heidän tiellään

he eivät pysähtyneet

turvallista ja nopeaa kävelyä

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

vain silmät hiljaa

he sanoivat niin monta kertaa

kaiken he halusivat

kun he kohtasivat valonsa...

 

Ei edes vahingossa

En sanonut sanaakaan

Niin monissa kokouksissa,

tämä tuijottava peli

se viihdytti meitä molempia.

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

mutta se on aina ilo

muisto säilytettäväksi

ja tarkista

silmät, jotka olet tuntenut elämäsi ajan

tavataan aamulla

ja kun  lunta ja kun 

autossa 179.

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä...

Ja niin!

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

kuinka monta ohikiitävää hetkeä

emme koskaan pysähtyneet heidän matkallaan

turvallista ja nopeaa kävelyä

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

vain silmät hiljaa

he sanoivat niin monta kertaa

kaiken he halusivat

kun he kohtasivat valonsa...

 

Ei edes vahingossa

En sanonut sanaakaan

Niin monissa kokouksissa,

tämä tuijottava peli

se viihdytti meitä molempia.

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

mutta se on aina ilo

muisto säilytettäväksi

ja tarkista

silmät, jotka olet tuntenut elämäsi ajan

tavataan aamulla

ja kun  lunta ja kun 

autossa 179.

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä...

Ja niin!

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11:12

Ești ora 11:12 și fiecare zi-i senină,

În fața amintirilor, dorul mi se închină

Ești ca o zi caldă, cu vânt rece,

O primăvară ce pare că nu mai trece.

Dar ce rost are vara când îngheață soarele,

Când ochii îmi ard în neant poezioarele

Scrise cu fumul din scrumiere...

În care încerc să-mi iau la revedere

De la ce anotimp trist m-ai făcut să fiu,

Și totuși, tot despre tine scriu,

lar și iar, de parcă îmi ești statuie,

Zidită-n suflet și-n inima din mine,

Amintirea ce nu vrea nicicum să plece,

Căci mă uit la ceas, mereu la 11:12...

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in umbra iubirii

In umbra iubiri,cand noaptea se coboara,

Privesc in taina cum stelele stralucesc

Imi simnt  inima cum in piept bate si doara 

Si sufletul meu de dor si dragosste tresare adanc

 

Pe cerul senin luna isi arata chipul bland

Ca un far luminos ce vegheaza peste noi 

Iar eu ca un calator pierdut in gand 

Ma las purtat de visele ce ma cuprind  cu bucurii 

 

In umbra iubiri cuvintele prind aripi 

Se rostesc versuri pline de tandrete si pasiune 

Ca o melodie dulce ce sufletele intr-o minunata simfonie\

Impletindu-se intr-o poveste fara sfarsit si destinatie 

 

Rimele se impletesc ca fire de matase fina 

cuvinte alese cu grija exprimea iubirea pura 

Ca si cum eminescu ar scrie in lumina

Versuri ce inalta sufletul si inima cea dura

 

fiecare cuvant este o declaratie 

De dragoste pura si adanca 

Ca un poem scris in stele stralucitoare

Ce vegheaza asupra noastra in noapte 

 

In ochi tai gasesc o eternitate 

In atingerea ta simt fiorul iubirii

Un dans al sufletelor noastre unite 

Pe aripile dorintei si a pasiunii

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Lasă-mă să tac

Lasă-mă să tac în nopțile mai grele

În zilele ce nu mi-au fost pe plac

Pentru nopțile ce nu ai fost în ele

Lasă-mă să tac

 

Când dimineață îmi străpungi privirea

Nu aștepta să-ți spun că-mi ești pe plac

De mă iubești îmi înțelegi tăcerea

Te-aștept la mine,de vii să nu mă lași să tac

 

Să mă citești cum l-ai citit pe Eminescu

Fiind a mea,să mă preferi un veac

Să mă-nțelegi cum înțelegi pe Minulescu

De sunt ce vrei să nu mă lași să tac

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DARUIESTE-MI

Dăruiește-mi o stea, o lume, un fir de nisip,
Și-am să-ți cioplesc în albă marmură chip.
Dă-mi un an, o zi, o seamă de secunde
Și-am să-ți dau un gând al minții mele flămânde...

Dă-mi lumină și umbră și tăcerea din nori,
Și-am să-ți aprind în noapte o mie de sori,
Dăruiește-mi cuvinte curate ca frunzele vii,
Strivite-n săruturi pierdute în zorii de zi...

Dă-mi roua din ramuri sclipind efemer
Ca ploaia să-ți cadă pe geamul stingher,
Fără tunet, fără fulger, fără nori: doar senin,
O atingere caldă pe trupul tău lin...

Și dacă-ai să-mi dai o rază, un zâmbet, un pas,
Sub perna-ți tihnită busuioc am să-ți las.
Tu doar să-mi dărui din somnul tău calm,
Un vis, o speranță, un lied dintr-un psalm...

 

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Your smile, Our future

As from work I came back home,

And stood in front of my door,

I noticed a small envelope on the floor,

It was about an event, not here in Rome.

 

It was an invitation to a dance,

A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.

It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,

And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.

 

The envelope had such a powerful smell,

As to read I begin, it made my head spin.

At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,

It was as if I was under a sort of spell.

 

Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,

It was stamped with a single name,  Dery.

Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…

It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?

 

The day of the party grew nearer,

And things started to become clearer.

It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,

This was probably how someone got their kick.

 

I wanted to look up the party online,

But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.

Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,

That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.

 

I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,

I was happy with my decision when I saw who,

Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.

The richest men and women from their cars would descend.

 

Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,

For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.

It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,

But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.

 

The music was blaring all around the yard,

Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.

We were all asked inside the ball-room,

I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.

 

Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.

I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.

As if it was so close that I could hear,

Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.

 

I stopped and went away from the crowd,

In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,

I looked and looked but around me was naught.

I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.

 

The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,

We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.

The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,

And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.

 

My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,

The person who came down the stairs,

Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.

She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.

 

As I was the only alone one,

I really stuck out as the sore thumb,

When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,

But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.

 

The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,

As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.

But before I could understand my circumstance,

She took me by the wrist and made us twist.

 

She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,

Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.

The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,

Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.

 

She gave me her first smile of the night,

With a deep look into the eyes,

I didn't stop to think of what that implies,

Because at first sight, everything felt just right.

 

But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,

My instinct told me that I had seen her before,

It was as if something from me she was concealing.

She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…

 

She had the gentleness of a red aster,

And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,

She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.

Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.

 

Step by step, we entered into the limelight,

The only couple who the speed could withstand,

I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,

She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.

 

As we released each other, everyone stood aside,

The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,

Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.

There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.

 

I was almost exhausted to death,

But she didn't even seem affected,

And after herself she had quickly collected,

With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.

 

I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.

Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!

She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.

Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.

 

Two servants quickly rushed behind her,

Before one came to tell me,

"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.

" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."

 

It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,

Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.

And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,

As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."

 

" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "

Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,

' I could swear there was no one there'.

" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."

 

I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,

But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,

" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"

" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."

 

I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,

" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."

" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "

She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.

 

" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."

I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,

" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "

Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.

 

" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "

" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."

" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"

" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials.  "

 

' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '

" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."

" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "

" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "

 

" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"

' Pain? What are you even talking about? '

" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"

" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."

 

" I have examined thou for a very long time, "

" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "

" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"

" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "

 

" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"

" You just left me, without any warning…"

" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"

" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"

 

" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended.  "

" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"

'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '

' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'

 

"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "

"But I hath given this much consideration."

"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"

"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."

 

"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"

"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"

"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."

"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."

 

"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"

"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."

'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'

"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."

 

So now, your decision please make

----

Drink the tea

 

As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,

I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,

She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.

"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…

----

Leave

 

As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,

I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,

With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…

…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.

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,,Ne cunoaștem din vedere" în finlandeză

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

câte clipe efemere

niciodată-n drumul lor

nu şi-au oprit

mersul sigur şi grăbit

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

numai ochii în tăcere

au rostit de-atâtea ori

tot ce doreau

când lumina şi-o întâlneau...

 

Nici măcar din întâmplare

vreun cuvânt nu am rostit

În atâtea întâlniri,

jocul ăsta de priviri

pe-amândoi ne-a amuzat.

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

dar oricând e o plăcere

amintirea s-o păstrezi

şi să revezi

ochii ce îi ştii de-o viaţă

întâlniţi de dimineaţă

şi când ninge, şi când plouă

în maşina 179.

Ne cunoaştem din vedere...

Şi-atât!

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

câte clipe efemere

niciodată-n drumul lor nu ne-am oprit

mersul sigur şi grăbit

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

numai ochii în tăcere

au rostit de-atâtea ori

tot ce doreau

când lumina şi-o întâlneau...

 

Nici măcar din întâmplare

vreun cuvânt nu am rostit

În atâtea întâlniri,

jocul ăsta de priviri

pe-amândoi ne-a amuzat.

 

Ne cunoaştem din vedere

dar oricând e o plăcere

amintirea s-o păstrezi

şi să revezi

ochii ce îi ştii de-o viaţă

întâlniţi de dimineaţă

şi când ninge, şi când plouă

în maşina 179.

Ne cunoaştem din vedere...

Şi-atât!

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

kuinka monta ohikiitävää hetkeä

koskaan heidän tiellään

he eivät pysähtyneet

turvallista ja nopeaa kävelyä

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

vain silmät hiljaa

he sanoivat niin monta kertaa

kaiken he halusivat

kun he kohtasivat valonsa...

 

Ei edes vahingossa

En sanonut sanaakaan

Niin monissa kokouksissa,

tämä tuijottava peli

se viihdytti meitä molempia.

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

mutta se on aina ilo

muisto säilytettäväksi

ja tarkista

silmät, jotka olet tuntenut elämäsi ajan

tavataan aamulla

ja kun  lunta ja kun 

autossa 179.

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä...

Ja niin!

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

kuinka monta ohikiitävää hetkeä

emme koskaan pysähtyneet heidän matkallaan

turvallista ja nopeaa kävelyä

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

vain silmät hiljaa

he sanoivat niin monta kertaa

kaiken he halusivat

kun he kohtasivat valonsa...

 

Ei edes vahingossa

En sanonut sanaakaan

Niin monissa kokouksissa,

tämä tuijottava peli

se viihdytti meitä molempia.

 

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä

mutta se on aina ilo

muisto säilytettäväksi

ja tarkista

silmät, jotka olet tuntenut elämäsi ajan

tavataan aamulla

ja kun  lunta ja kun 

autossa 179.

Tunnemme toisemme silmästä...

Ja niin!

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11:12

Ești ora 11:12 și fiecare zi-i senină,

În fața amintirilor, dorul mi se închină

Ești ca o zi caldă, cu vânt rece,

O primăvară ce pare că nu mai trece.

Dar ce rost are vara când îngheață soarele,

Când ochii îmi ard în neant poezioarele

Scrise cu fumul din scrumiere...

În care încerc să-mi iau la revedere

De la ce anotimp trist m-ai făcut să fiu,

Și totuși, tot despre tine scriu,

lar și iar, de parcă îmi ești statuie,

Zidită-n suflet și-n inima din mine,

Amintirea ce nu vrea nicicum să plece,

Căci mă uit la ceas, mereu la 11:12...

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in umbra iubirii

In umbra iubiri,cand noaptea se coboara,

Privesc in taina cum stelele stralucesc

Imi simnt  inima cum in piept bate si doara 

Si sufletul meu de dor si dragosste tresare adanc

 

Pe cerul senin luna isi arata chipul bland

Ca un far luminos ce vegheaza peste noi 

Iar eu ca un calator pierdut in gand 

Ma las purtat de visele ce ma cuprind  cu bucurii 

 

In umbra iubiri cuvintele prind aripi 

Se rostesc versuri pline de tandrete si pasiune 

Ca o melodie dulce ce sufletele intr-o minunata simfonie\

Impletindu-se intr-o poveste fara sfarsit si destinatie 

 

Rimele se impletesc ca fire de matase fina 

cuvinte alese cu grija exprimea iubirea pura 

Ca si cum eminescu ar scrie in lumina

Versuri ce inalta sufletul si inima cea dura

 

fiecare cuvant este o declaratie 

De dragoste pura si adanca 

Ca un poem scris in stele stralucitoare

Ce vegheaza asupra noastra in noapte 

 

In ochi tai gasesc o eternitate 

In atingerea ta simt fiorul iubirii

Un dans al sufletelor noastre unite 

Pe aripile dorintei si a pasiunii

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Lasă-mă să tac

Lasă-mă să tac în nopțile mai grele

În zilele ce nu mi-au fost pe plac

Pentru nopțile ce nu ai fost în ele

Lasă-mă să tac

 

Când dimineață îmi străpungi privirea

Nu aștepta să-ți spun că-mi ești pe plac

De mă iubești îmi înțelegi tăcerea

Te-aștept la mine,de vii să nu mă lași să tac

 

Să mă citești cum l-ai citit pe Eminescu

Fiind a mea,să mă preferi un veac

Să mă-nțelegi cum înțelegi pe Minulescu

De sunt ce vrei să nu mă lași să tac

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DARUIESTE-MI

Dăruiește-mi o stea, o lume, un fir de nisip,
Și-am să-ți cioplesc în albă marmură chip.
Dă-mi un an, o zi, o seamă de secunde
Și-am să-ți dau un gând al minții mele flămânde...

Dă-mi lumină și umbră și tăcerea din nori,
Și-am să-ți aprind în noapte o mie de sori,
Dăruiește-mi cuvinte curate ca frunzele vii,
Strivite-n săruturi pierdute în zorii de zi...

Dă-mi roua din ramuri sclipind efemer
Ca ploaia să-ți cadă pe geamul stingher,
Fără tunet, fără fulger, fără nori: doar senin,
O atingere caldă pe trupul tău lin...

Și dacă-ai să-mi dai o rază, un zâmbet, un pas,
Sub perna-ți tihnită busuioc am să-ți las.
Tu doar să-mi dărui din somnul tău calm,
Un vis, o speranță, un lied dintr-un psalm...

 

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Your smile, Our future

As from work I came back home,

And stood in front of my door,

I noticed a small envelope on the floor,

It was about an event, not here in Rome.

 

It was an invitation to a dance,

A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.

It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,

And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.

 

The envelope had such a powerful smell,

As to read I begin, it made my head spin.

At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,

It was as if I was under a sort of spell.

 

Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,

It was stamped with a single name,  Dery.

Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…

It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?

 

The day of the party grew nearer,

And things started to become clearer.

It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,

This was probably how someone got their kick.

 

I wanted to look up the party online,

But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.

Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,

That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.

 

I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,

I was happy with my decision when I saw who,

Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.

The richest men and women from their cars would descend.

 

Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,

For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.

It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,

But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.

 

The music was blaring all around the yard,

Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.

We were all asked inside the ball-room,

I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.

 

Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.

I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.

As if it was so close that I could hear,

Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.

 

I stopped and went away from the crowd,

In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,

I looked and looked but around me was naught.

I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.

 

The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,

We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.

The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,

And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.

 

My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,

The person who came down the stairs,

Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.

She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.

 

As I was the only alone one,

I really stuck out as the sore thumb,

When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,

But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.

 

The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,

As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.

But before I could understand my circumstance,

She took me by the wrist and made us twist.

 

She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,

Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.

The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,

Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.

 

She gave me her first smile of the night,

With a deep look into the eyes,

I didn't stop to think of what that implies,

Because at first sight, everything felt just right.

 

But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,

My instinct told me that I had seen her before,

It was as if something from me she was concealing.

She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…

 

She had the gentleness of a red aster,

And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,

She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.

Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.

 

Step by step, we entered into the limelight,

The only couple who the speed could withstand,

I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,

She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.

 

As we released each other, everyone stood aside,

The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,

Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.

There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.

 

I was almost exhausted to death,

But she didn't even seem affected,

And after herself she had quickly collected,

With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.

 

I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.

Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!

She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.

Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.

 

Two servants quickly rushed behind her,

Before one came to tell me,

"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.

" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."

 

It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,

Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.

And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,

As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."

 

" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "

Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,

' I could swear there was no one there'.

" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."

 

I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,

But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,

" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"

" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."

 

I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,

" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."

" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "

She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.

 

" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."

I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,

" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "

Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.

 

" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "

" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."

" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"

" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials.  "

 

' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '

" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."

" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "

" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "

 

" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"

' Pain? What are you even talking about? '

" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"

" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."

 

" I have examined thou for a very long time, "

" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "

" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"

" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "

 

" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"

" You just left me, without any warning…"

" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"

" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"

 

" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended.  "

" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"

'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '

' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'

 

"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "

"But I hath given this much consideration."

"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"

"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."

 

"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"

"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"

"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."

"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."

 

"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"

"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."

'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'

"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."

 

So now, your decision please make

----

Drink the tea

 

As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,

I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,

She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.

"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…

----

Leave

 

As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,

I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,

With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…

…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.

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