Aștept uitare
Un zâmbet însorit prin vise îmi apare
Din el a răsărit iubire mult prea mare
Săgeată mi-a înfipt în inimă și doare
Degeaba am fugit, nu am găsit uitare
Când timpul e greșit iubirile n-au cale
Un zid am construit sperând să am scăpare
Ferestrele-am zidit să nu mai văd cărare
Tăcerea ce-a venit nu mi-a adus uitare
Încerc nedumerit să caut altă cale
Prin zile-am hoinărit lipsit de alinare
Durerea m-a topit, sub pleoape curge jale
Mă-ntreab cu ce-am greșit de nu vine uitare
Căzând spre asfințit rămân fără de soare
M-aruncă-n gol rănit o rece nepăsare
Destinul mi-a sortit amară condamnare
M-alungă ce-am iubit ascuns într-o uitare
Cu fiecare pas distanța-i tot mai mare
Aștept să mă renasc până-mi revi în cale
Și-atunci pornind la pas să împărțim cărare
Cred ca-m înebunit de când aștept uitare
Категория: Стихи про любовь
Все стихи автора: Silvian Costin
Дата публикации: 24 декабря 2022
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Testament pentru el
O iubire dispărută ,ce doar ieri mă fericea,
Iar azi privesc doar la un om ce mă nimicea.
M -ai lovit atât de tare, cu a ta forță arzătoare,
Ce din muza ta m-ai făcut azi o simplă scriitoare.
Nu mai uit ce am iubit ,dar iubesc ce m-a rănit,
Iar tu mi-ai pus în piept doar o bucata de granit.
Nu plâng, nu zbier, nu strig după niciun ajutor,
Dar pentru mine ai devenit doar un restitutor.
Tu cu simpla ta privire mi-ai luat iubirea,culoarea și speranța,
Și mi-ai dat la schimb doar nesiguranța.
Mai vreau doar un ultim glas plăpând ca să-ți aud,
Să te obișnuiesti că de astăzi eu numai te exclud.
Iubirea a durat asemenea-i o arzătoare vară,
Și m-a rănit adânc asemenea-i o fiară.
Mai vreau să trag o ultima țigară,
Sunt pregătită să gust din a vieții cafea amară.
Aș vrea să pleci,să fugi și,te rog,tu să mă uiți,
Și să nu tragi te rog niciodată de oamenii răniți.
Mai iartă câteodată și chiar atunci iubesti,
Și uită suflete curate să vrei să le rănești.
Captiva
Azi, mă retrag în bula mea,
Captivă-n gândurile mele
Care se ceartă furioase între ele,
Îmi iau creionul și-o hârtie,
Prieteni buni, pe veșnicie.
Cuvintele se-aștern
încet,
M-ascund în umbra lor și
încep
În liniște, o lume paralelă
să-mi clădesc.
Mă trec fiori când te zăresc
Zâmbind dintr-o fotografie
Și-n versuri îți șoptesc
Că te iubesc.
CB
SAT PUSTIU!...
Într-un sat ,ferice odată
Plin de datini și bogat ,
Pe la porți am colindat,
Obicei din vechi lăsat.
Azi îmi pare a fi pustiu,
Grele lacăte la porți
Ușa caselor încuiată
Toți ai case ,oare-s morți?.
Azi nu am pe cine ura...
Plâng căsuțele pustii ,
Au rămas niște bunici ,
Stingheri și însingurați...
Cu ochii înlăcrimați !...
It's about love.
In a few years, I'll forget about you. Remember all this like a sweet dream you had yesterday. A few more years will pass, and I will meet love. So unearthly. It will take more. Several years. I'm going to have a son just like you. Don't you know? That love that was once. But it won't be easy if she stays around. Somewhere deep in the boundless ocean. You know, it will take another 10-15. And I haven't forgotten you. How beautiful was it? I remember that glint in your eyes. I remember that laugh I fell in love with. Which is impossible to forget. Oh, you know! I'm remembering now. It is not good for the soul to realize that love did not bring happiness. It will take another 20-30 years for me to have. Noki. And I will tell this story about that. How 1 girl Fell in love with a mysterious guy with an interesting story. With black eyes like Pools of stars-it's beautiful, it's sad. This is Love.
Your smile, Our future
As from work I came back home,
And stood in front of my door,
I noticed a small envelope on the floor,
It was about an event, not here in Rome.
It was an invitation to a dance,
A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.
It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,
And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.
The envelope had such a powerful smell,
As to read I begin, it made my head spin.
At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,
It was as if I was under a sort of spell.
Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,
It was stamped with a single name, Dery.
Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…
It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?
The day of the party grew nearer,
And things started to become clearer.
It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,
This was probably how someone got their kick.
I wanted to look up the party online,
But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.
Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,
That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.
I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,
I was happy with my decision when I saw who,
Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.
The richest men and women from their cars would descend.
Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,
For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.
It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,
But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.
The music was blaring all around the yard,
Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.
We were all asked inside the ball-room,
I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.
Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.
I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.
As if it was so close that I could hear,
Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.
I stopped and went away from the crowd,
In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,
I looked and looked but around me was naught.
I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.
The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,
We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.
The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,
And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.
My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,
The person who came down the stairs,
Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.
She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.
As I was the only alone one,
I really stuck out as the sore thumb,
When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,
But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.
The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,
As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.
But before I could understand my circumstance,
She took me by the wrist and made us twist.
She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,
Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.
The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,
Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.
She gave me her first smile of the night,
With a deep look into the eyes,
I didn't stop to think of what that implies,
Because at first sight, everything felt just right.
But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,
My instinct told me that I had seen her before,
It was as if something from me she was concealing.
She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…
She had the gentleness of a red aster,
And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,
She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.
Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.
Step by step, we entered into the limelight,
The only couple who the speed could withstand,
I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,
She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.
As we released each other, everyone stood aside,
The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,
Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.
There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.
I was almost exhausted to death,
But she didn't even seem affected,
And after herself she had quickly collected,
With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.
I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.
Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!
She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.
Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.
Two servants quickly rushed behind her,
Before one came to tell me,
"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.
" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."
It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,
Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.
And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,
As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."
" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "
Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,
' I could swear there was no one there'.
" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."
I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,
But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,
" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"
" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."
I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,
" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."
" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "
She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.
" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."
I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,
" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "
Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.
" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "
" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."
" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"
" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials. "
' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '
" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."
" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "
" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "
" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"
' Pain? What are you even talking about? '
" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"
" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."
" I have examined thou for a very long time, "
" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "
" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"
" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "
" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"
" You just left me, without any warning…"
" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"
" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"
" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended. "
" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"
'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '
' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'
"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "
"But I hath given this much consideration."
"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"
"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."
"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"
"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"
"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."
"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."
"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"
"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."
'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'
"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."
So now, your decision please make
----
Drink the tea
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,
She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.
"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…
----
Leave
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,
With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…
…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.
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Să așteptăm
Cutreierând fără de țintă prin pustie
Am răsărit toamna târziu pe-o creangă vie
Ploaie și vânt m-au scuturat pe o hârtie
Deși am tot nu am nimic fără iubire
Tot așteptând să treacă dragostea nebună
Dacă nu trece-am s-o ascund într-o minciună
E boală grea și-i răspândită ca o ciumă
Se-aşează-n inimă şi-n suflet ea stăpână
Am să aștept până-i vaccin să mă salveze
Cu o uitare cât un cer să mă trateze
Am să aștept pân-om fi iarăși frunză verde
Mireasma pletelor de flori să ne-mbuneze
De ce lăsăm în așteptare inimile calde
Când știm că toate așteptarile n-au roade
Nu mai pricep această lume cum se-mparte
Între iubire și iertare cine arde?
A mai rămas de aştepatat doar timpul rece
Nepăsători privind absurdul cum petrece
Asiguraţi că aşteptând totul va trece
Vom aștepta suflet cu dragoste să plece
Din cauză de suflet
Din cauză de suflet mă scufund
Tot mai adânc, încet desprins de realitate
Mă-neacă dragostea ce-n inimă ascund
Tras pân’ la fund de o speranță și un poate
Din cauză de suflet totu-i strâmb
Departe caut să-l aduc cât mai aproape
Cărarea-mi umblă amețită spre amurg
Orbind din cauză de suflet se abate
Din cauză de suflet nu m-ajung
Caut pământ cu rădăcinile-mi uscate
Pierind din mine frunza verde nu mai sunt
S-au veștejit lipsindu-mi zâmbetele toate
Din cauză de suflet am să curg
Topit de dor lacrima fuge-n ploi sărate
Neauzite râuri varsă din cuvânt
O marea tristă de tăceri adânc săpate
Ajung din cauză de suflet absentând
Uitând prezentul în trecut mâine-i un poate
Să mai respir am să mai pot aer visând
Vibrând pe buzele ce tremură cu șoapte
Despre gură
O gură de vin aș mai bea
Să pot adormi între stele
Nici somnul să vină nu vrea
De când dorul caută semne
O piatră-i pe inima grea
Atârnă cernindu-se-n vene
Cioplită-i de clipa ce-a rea
Doar timpul nisipu-l va cerne
O gură ce-aș vrea săruta
O gură cernită cu miere
Pe-o gură de rai m-ar purta
Tristețea uscându-se-ar piere
Topindu-mă-ncet mâna ta
Se scutură praful din stele
O gură de apă să-mi dea
Crescându-mi pe ramură pere
Zidită în mine e Ea
O gură de suflet îmi cere
Găsesc fremătând urma grea
Pitită adânc pe sub piele
O gură amară mă bea
Otravă lipindu-mi pe buze
O gură de foc de-aș avea
În ea să arunc ce mă frânge
O gură de aer aș vrea
O gură șoptindu-mi speranță
O gură de roșu aprins
Obrazul să-mi umple de viață
Elegie
Cândva am scuturat, nisip de pe picioare
S-a scurs apoi tăcut, încet, inima-n mare
Valu-a spălat trecut, la înecat în sare
Se plimbă suflet mut, stingher în așteptare
Dezbracă-te de ieri și-mbracă-te cu mine
Prinde-mi inima azi să n-o strivească mâine
Lacrima-mi ia din zbor cu rosii buze-aprinse
Topeşte-mă în brațe să mă golesc de lume
Deschide seara-n șoapte, aprinde-o-n foc de inimi
Uită de toți si toate și cautămă-n tine
Aruncă-n mine suflet, să-ți dau etern iubire
Ești peste tot și-n toate dar nu te pot cuprinde
Răsari în vis de noapte, pătrunzi până în sânge
Două cuvinte ard, se sting făr-a te-atinge
Pribege-n vânt zburate speranțe de hârtie
Împins de realitate, mă-ntorc în amintire
Soarele nu mă arde, desculț nu simt zăpada
De mai trăiesc acum tu să-mi aduci dovada
Sentința mă condamnă să te iubesc degeaba
În loc de fericire dragostea mi-e otrava
În versuri scriu poeții ce dulce e iubirea
Uitat-au oare-a spune ce-amară-i amăgirea?
Strivind cuvinte calde răsar vorbe deșarte
Tu te transformi în vis eu ma transform în șoapte
Când vei pleca
Când vei pleca ușa s-o lași întredeschisă
S-aud cum umblă pasul tău cometa mea
Scânteia ochilor în noapte stă aprinsă
Pierdut în vise regăsind prezența ta
Când vei pleca ascunde-mi zilele de mine
Să nu le simt cum lasă-n suflet urma grea
Poate doar somnul cu tandrețe să m-aline
Acolo tu ești lângă mine draga mea
Când vei pleca adună tot ce-ai pus în mine
Uitând de dor pe un alt drum să pot pleca
Umblă cărarea vieții oarbă fără tine
De nu mai știu unde sunt eu și urma ta
Când vei pleca să te întorci cât mai degrabă
Lăsând în urmă lumea strâmbă-n calea sa
Ascultă florile și valurile-n seară
Poate cândva o să auzi inima mea
A nins mult
A nins mult peste suflet cu noapte
Așternându-se iarnă pe toate
Mă ascund între litere moarte
Căutându-mi cuvintele-n fapte
Fremătând biată inimă arde
Ascultând la o poartă departe
Amintirea șoptind ne-ntrebate
A nins mult cu tăceri adresate
Gândul lung meditând se abate
Umblă strâmb printr-e vise abstracte
Mă înfrâng două stele plecate
A nins mult cu secunde-alungate
Întrebând urma tălpii nomade
Îmi răspunde clădind baricade
Înghețând drumul pasului șade
A nins mult astupând orice cale
Fuge timpul crescându-mi etate
Goale ore zburând anulate
Unde sunt nu mai știe nici poate
A nins mult așteptându-ți aproape