Iubire pe Hârtie
Al meu drag bujor,
Șiruri de gânduri îmbinate-n dulce dor,
Dirijate forme și simboluri pe hârtie,
Ale tale de drept ofer, numai ție.
Pe obrajii mei se aștern petale de regret, Etern în inimă ascund bătăliile sub dansul blând de balet.
Numesc acum fiecare stea pe cer, gând căzător ție,
Tot văl al nopții, ocean de cerneală, plină fâșie,
Rece partitură nocturnă, spre al meu dor, avarie,
Unde fără stele, noaptea trece pe vecie.
Tandrețea razelor nocturne, pe hârtie cunoscute
Iubirii ce aproape țin, numai printre ceruri apărute,
N-aș abandona, nici după dispariție de stele,
Etern aș sta, prin întunecate tablouri, grele.
Tot te-aș ruga pentru o scurtă privire,
O clipă, sufletului să-ți prezinte înscrisă făurire
Trudă cunoscută numai îngerilor pentru a știi
Unică, dar necomparată față de ochii tăi cenușii,
Laudă veșnică, demnă de sacrificiul celor vii.
Ție, scumpă muză,
Unice gânduri în cerneală îți dedic,
Cuvinte și lini din lună rază,
Ălei tale inimi, numai dor și apreciere ridic.
Din "Volumul Ceai de portocale și scorțișoară"
Categoria: Poezii de dragoste
Toate poeziile autorului: Andrei Lehanceanu
Data postării: 21 octombrie 2024
Vizualizări: 224
Poezii din aceiaşi categorie
Bittersweet Kisses
I was searching the late realm,
Laddering the core bookcase,
Opening every script and psalm.
Vehement emotions for collapse,
Each drop of blood surveying for
Your precious bittersweet kisses,
Odyssey adventures to my endeavor,
Uplifting me to your happy promises.
From "Volumul Pot sa-ți spun ceva?/Can I tell you something?"
Si dor...si chin
Mi te-am zărit - și s-a făcut
Lumină-n gând și-n amintire,
Imaginea ta, un început
De vers, de vis, de nemurire.
Te port în mine, lin ecou,
În gânduri care nu se sting,
Chiar dacă zile curg ca roua,
Tu-mi ești lumina ce-o ating.
Nu esti un vis ce s-a sfarsit
Ci dorul blând ce dăruiește,
O muză ce-a zâmbit.. și-a scris
O inimă ce te iubeste.
Rămâi în mine, strop de vin,
Și-n orice vers te voi păstra,
Chiar dacă timpul nu ne iartă,
Iubirea mea nu va-nceta.
Și dacă viața dă uitare,
Eu te voi şti, în gând senin,
Că-n inima-mi, făr' de-ncetare,
Îmi ești și dor, și dulce chin
Ieri am devenit bunică (Villanelle)
Un prunc se naște-n chin pe-acest pământ,
O lume nouă se deschide-n zori,
Vulcanul varsă lavă-n ploi și vânt.
Prin lacrimi și durere, strigăt sfânt,
Lumina vieții vine fără nori,
Un prunc se naște-n chin pe-acest pământ.
Și Dumnezeu coboară prin Cuvânt,
Să-nvețe pe părinții iubitori;
Vulcanul varsă lavă-n ploi și vânt.
Bunica scrie pentru el un cânt,
Pictează viața lui cu dulci culori.
Un prunc se naște-n chin pe-acest pământ,
Dar el aprinde-n noi un nou avânt,
Viață bătrână cu-ale ei rigori.
Vulcanul varsă lavă-n ploi și vânt.
Nepotul este- un univers profund,
De noi povești devenim cititori.
Un prunc se naște-n chin pe-acest pământ,
Vulcanul varsă lavă-n ploi și vânt.
Villanelle de Marieta Maglas
În franceză:
Poésie pour mon petit-fils
Poésie de Marieta Maglas
Nouveau,
Un cri dans l'air,
Vulcans intérieurs,
Chaleur d'une vie, douce,
Éclat.
Larmes d'une mère,
Forte danse de l'âme,
L'enfant éclaire,
Les ombres du passé,
Espoir.
Rires entrelacés,
Un regard pur éveille,
En cette aube tendre,
Mon cœur s'épanouit,
Avenir.
În engleză:
Villanelle for My Grandson
Poem by Marieta Maglas
In pain, a child arrives beneath the storm,
While volcanoes spill their fire on the ground,
A tiny heart, a world where love takes form.
The earth trembles as if it must transform,
And through the clouds, joy's soft whispers abound.
In pain, a child arrives beneath the storm.
A grandmother's role is forever warm,
With arms wide open, ready to astound,
A tiny heart, a world where love takes form.
Little breaths are echoes, tender like a norm,
Eyes full of wonder—his gaze knows no bound.
In pain, a child arrives beneath the storm.
He cries, the sound a gentle, wild alarm,
For in his game, love’s secret truths are found.
A tiny heart, a world where love takes form.
Two grandmothers unite in this love charm
To cradle dreams; their silence is profound.
In pain, a child arrives beneath the storm,
A tiny heart, a world where love takes form.
Tablou de iarna cu femeie
Auzi iubito, lemnele cum ard în șemineu?
Și vezi cum fulgii albi dansează în vazduh?
Fereastra aburită iți șoptește un eseu
Despre iubire, dragoste si duh...
Te legeni incălzită pe fotoliu-ncăpător
Și torci ca o pisică cuprinsă de visare,
Ți se perindă clipe de taină ce omor
Trecut și ceață și durere și-apăsare
Și simți in nări mireasma de vin fiert
Ce se strecoară de pe aragaz,
Cu scorțișoară dulce și-alături un desert,
Și-aștepți sărutul tandru pe obraz…
Și-abia întredeschizi pleoapele-ți frumoase
Uitându-te la focul ce pocnește-ncetișor
Pupilele ți se măresc ușor și curioase
-Mai e ceva pe lume de ce să-ți fie dor?…
Doar un vis
Incă o dimineață în care am simțit cum ai dispărut...
După ce prin visul meu ai străbătut.
Mă priveai adânc în ochi și îmi zâmbeai,
Doamne,și ce frumos îmi vorbeai.
Apari doar după ce adorm,nu te-ai plictisit?
Fiindcă eu una am obosit.
Am obosit să te simt așa departe,
Cu toate că ne vedem în fiecare noapte.
Am obosit ca dimineața să mă părăsești
Apoi ca tot restul zilei să-mi lipsești.
Am obosit să aștept noaptea să ne vedem
Ca apoi sub clarul lunii să ședem.
Ma privești și îmi vorbești,
Imi spui cat de mult mă iubești.
Te uiți în ochii mei și îmi zâmbești,
Ca apoi să te risipești.
Stiu ca acest tu nu este real,
Este doar un ideal.
Mă întreb ce îmi vei spune data viitoare
în aspirația trecătoare.
Your smile, Our future
As from work I came back home,
And stood in front of my door,
I noticed a small envelope on the floor,
It was about an event, not here in Rome.
It was an invitation to a dance,
A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.
It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,
And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.
The envelope had such a powerful smell,
As to read I begin, it made my head spin.
At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,
It was as if I was under a sort of spell.
Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,
It was stamped with a single name, Dery.
Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…
It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?
The day of the party grew nearer,
And things started to become clearer.
It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,
This was probably how someone got their kick.
I wanted to look up the party online,
But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.
Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,
That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.
I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,
I was happy with my decision when I saw who,
Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.
The richest men and women from their cars would descend.
Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,
For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.
It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,
But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.
The music was blaring all around the yard,
Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.
We were all asked inside the ball-room,
I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.
Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.
I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.
As if it was so close that I could hear,
Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.
I stopped and went away from the crowd,
In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,
I looked and looked but around me was naught.
I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.
The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,
We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.
The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,
And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.
My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,
The person who came down the stairs,
Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.
She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.
As I was the only alone one,
I really stuck out as the sore thumb,
When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,
But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.
The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,
As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.
But before I could understand my circumstance,
She took me by the wrist and made us twist.
She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,
Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.
The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,
Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.
She gave me her first smile of the night,
With a deep look into the eyes,
I didn't stop to think of what that implies,
Because at first sight, everything felt just right.
But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,
My instinct told me that I had seen her before,
It was as if something from me she was concealing.
She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…
She had the gentleness of a red aster,
And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,
She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.
Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.
Step by step, we entered into the limelight,
The only couple who the speed could withstand,
I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,
She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.
As we released each other, everyone stood aside,
The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,
Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.
There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.
I was almost exhausted to death,
But she didn't even seem affected,
And after herself she had quickly collected,
With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.
I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.
Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!
She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.
Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.
Two servants quickly rushed behind her,
Before one came to tell me,
"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.
" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."
It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,
Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.
And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,
As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."
" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "
Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,
' I could swear there was no one there'.
" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."
I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,
But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,
" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"
" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."
I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,
" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."
" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "
She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.
" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."
I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,
" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "
Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.
" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "
" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."
" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"
" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials. "
' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '
" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."
" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "
" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "
" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"
' Pain? What are you even talking about? '
" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"
" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."
" I have examined thou for a very long time, "
" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "
" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"
" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "
" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"
" You just left me, without any warning…"
" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"
" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"
" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended. "
" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"
'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '
' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'
"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "
"But I hath given this much consideration."
"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"
"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."
"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"
"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"
"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."
"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."
"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"
"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."
'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'
"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."
So now, your decision please make
----
Drink the tea
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,
She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.
"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…
----
Leave
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,
With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…
…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.
Bittersweet Kisses
I was searching the late realm,
Laddering the core bookcase,
Opening every script and psalm.
Vehement emotions for collapse,
Each drop of blood surveying for
Your precious bittersweet kisses,
Odyssey adventures to my endeavor,
Uplifting me to your happy promises.
From "Volumul Pot sa-ți spun ceva?/Can I tell you something?"
Si dor...si chin
Mi te-am zărit - și s-a făcut
Lumină-n gând și-n amintire,
Imaginea ta, un început
De vers, de vis, de nemurire.
Te port în mine, lin ecou,
În gânduri care nu se sting,
Chiar dacă zile curg ca roua,
Tu-mi ești lumina ce-o ating.
Nu esti un vis ce s-a sfarsit
Ci dorul blând ce dăruiește,
O muză ce-a zâmbit.. și-a scris
O inimă ce te iubeste.
Rămâi în mine, strop de vin,
Și-n orice vers te voi păstra,
Chiar dacă timpul nu ne iartă,
Iubirea mea nu va-nceta.
Și dacă viața dă uitare,
Eu te voi şti, în gând senin,
Că-n inima-mi, făr' de-ncetare,
Îmi ești și dor, și dulce chin
Ieri am devenit bunică (Villanelle)
Un prunc se naște-n chin pe-acest pământ,
O lume nouă se deschide-n zori,
Vulcanul varsă lavă-n ploi și vânt.
Prin lacrimi și durere, strigăt sfânt,
Lumina vieții vine fără nori,
Un prunc se naște-n chin pe-acest pământ.
Și Dumnezeu coboară prin Cuvânt,
Să-nvețe pe părinții iubitori;
Vulcanul varsă lavă-n ploi și vânt.
Bunica scrie pentru el un cânt,
Pictează viața lui cu dulci culori.
Un prunc se naște-n chin pe-acest pământ,
Dar el aprinde-n noi un nou avânt,
Viață bătrână cu-ale ei rigori.
Vulcanul varsă lavă-n ploi și vânt.
Nepotul este- un univers profund,
De noi povești devenim cititori.
Un prunc se naște-n chin pe-acest pământ,
Vulcanul varsă lavă-n ploi și vânt.
Villanelle de Marieta Maglas
În franceză:
Poésie pour mon petit-fils
Poésie de Marieta Maglas
Nouveau,
Un cri dans l'air,
Vulcans intérieurs,
Chaleur d'une vie, douce,
Éclat.
Larmes d'une mère,
Forte danse de l'âme,
L'enfant éclaire,
Les ombres du passé,
Espoir.
Rires entrelacés,
Un regard pur éveille,
En cette aube tendre,
Mon cœur s'épanouit,
Avenir.
În engleză:
Villanelle for My Grandson
Poem by Marieta Maglas
In pain, a child arrives beneath the storm,
While volcanoes spill their fire on the ground,
A tiny heart, a world where love takes form.
The earth trembles as if it must transform,
And through the clouds, joy's soft whispers abound.
In pain, a child arrives beneath the storm.
A grandmother's role is forever warm,
With arms wide open, ready to astound,
A tiny heart, a world where love takes form.
Little breaths are echoes, tender like a norm,
Eyes full of wonder—his gaze knows no bound.
In pain, a child arrives beneath the storm.
He cries, the sound a gentle, wild alarm,
For in his game, love’s secret truths are found.
A tiny heart, a world where love takes form.
Two grandmothers unite in this love charm
To cradle dreams; their silence is profound.
In pain, a child arrives beneath the storm,
A tiny heart, a world where love takes form.
Tablou de iarna cu femeie
Auzi iubito, lemnele cum ard în șemineu?
Și vezi cum fulgii albi dansează în vazduh?
Fereastra aburită iți șoptește un eseu
Despre iubire, dragoste si duh...
Te legeni incălzită pe fotoliu-ncăpător
Și torci ca o pisică cuprinsă de visare,
Ți se perindă clipe de taină ce omor
Trecut și ceață și durere și-apăsare
Și simți in nări mireasma de vin fiert
Ce se strecoară de pe aragaz,
Cu scorțișoară dulce și-alături un desert,
Și-aștepți sărutul tandru pe obraz…
Și-abia întredeschizi pleoapele-ți frumoase
Uitându-te la focul ce pocnește-ncetișor
Pupilele ți se măresc ușor și curioase
-Mai e ceva pe lume de ce să-ți fie dor?…
Doar un vis
Incă o dimineață în care am simțit cum ai dispărut...
După ce prin visul meu ai străbătut.
Mă priveai adânc în ochi și îmi zâmbeai,
Doamne,și ce frumos îmi vorbeai.
Apari doar după ce adorm,nu te-ai plictisit?
Fiindcă eu una am obosit.
Am obosit să te simt așa departe,
Cu toate că ne vedem în fiecare noapte.
Am obosit ca dimineața să mă părăsești
Apoi ca tot restul zilei să-mi lipsești.
Am obosit să aștept noaptea să ne vedem
Ca apoi sub clarul lunii să ședem.
Ma privești și îmi vorbești,
Imi spui cat de mult mă iubești.
Te uiți în ochii mei și îmi zâmbești,
Ca apoi să te risipești.
Stiu ca acest tu nu este real,
Este doar un ideal.
Mă întreb ce îmi vei spune data viitoare
în aspirația trecătoare.
Your smile, Our future
As from work I came back home,
And stood in front of my door,
I noticed a small envelope on the floor,
It was about an event, not here in Rome.
It was an invitation to a dance,
A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.
It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,
And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.
The envelope had such a powerful smell,
As to read I begin, it made my head spin.
At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,
It was as if I was under a sort of spell.
Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,
It was stamped with a single name, Dery.
Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…
It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?
The day of the party grew nearer,
And things started to become clearer.
It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,
This was probably how someone got their kick.
I wanted to look up the party online,
But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.
Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,
That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.
I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,
I was happy with my decision when I saw who,
Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.
The richest men and women from their cars would descend.
Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,
For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.
It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,
But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.
The music was blaring all around the yard,
Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.
We were all asked inside the ball-room,
I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.
Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.
I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.
As if it was so close that I could hear,
Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.
I stopped and went away from the crowd,
In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,
I looked and looked but around me was naught.
I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.
The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,
We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.
The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,
And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.
My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,
The person who came down the stairs,
Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.
She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.
As I was the only alone one,
I really stuck out as the sore thumb,
When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,
But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.
The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,
As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.
But before I could understand my circumstance,
She took me by the wrist and made us twist.
She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,
Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.
The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,
Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.
She gave me her first smile of the night,
With a deep look into the eyes,
I didn't stop to think of what that implies,
Because at first sight, everything felt just right.
But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,
My instinct told me that I had seen her before,
It was as if something from me she was concealing.
She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…
She had the gentleness of a red aster,
And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,
She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.
Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.
Step by step, we entered into the limelight,
The only couple who the speed could withstand,
I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,
She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.
As we released each other, everyone stood aside,
The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,
Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.
There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.
I was almost exhausted to death,
But she didn't even seem affected,
And after herself she had quickly collected,
With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.
I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.
Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!
She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.
Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.
Two servants quickly rushed behind her,
Before one came to tell me,
"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.
" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."
It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,
Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.
And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,
As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."
" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "
Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,
' I could swear there was no one there'.
" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."
I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,
But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,
" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"
" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."
I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,
" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."
" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "
She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.
" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."
I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,
" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "
Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.
" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "
" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."
" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"
" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials. "
' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '
" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."
" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "
" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "
" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"
' Pain? What are you even talking about? '
" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"
" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."
" I have examined thou for a very long time, "
" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "
" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"
" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "
" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"
" You just left me, without any warning…"
" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"
" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"
" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended. "
" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"
'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '
' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'
"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "
"But I hath given this much consideration."
"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"
"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."
"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"
"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"
"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."
"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."
"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"
"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."
'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'
"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."
So now, your decision please make
----
Drink the tea
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,
She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.
"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…
----
Leave
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,
With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…
…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.
Alte poezii ale autorului
Stealing stars
Quiet whispers of the night,
under the watchful moon's soft light,
My heart traverses miles, vast and wide,
to where you dream on the other side.
For you fly in realms far from mine,
across the span where stars align.
To bridge the gap, the distance cruel,
with words as tools, love precious fuel.
In dreams, I reach to steal you near,
dissolve the miles, remove the fear.
A whispered wish in the night embrace,
longing for your gentle grace.
Through screens and words, love's conveyed,
on the silent moments, our hopes laid
Little sparrow, my heart's soft call,
yearning for the day we end this stall.
To steal you from the bonds of space,
into my arms, our perfect place.
From "Volumul Istorie Opusă/Opposing History"
Timeless flavour
In the quiet morning, tea steams soft and warm,
As I sit, waiting to see you, my heart takes form.
Your voice, a melody, in the silence that rings,
Each word a symphony, that my soul eagerly clings.
With patience, I linger, for your presence near,
Anticipating hugs, that erases my every fear.
In this dance of love, we sway with ivory grace,
Embracing each moment, in this timeless space.
From "Volumul Pot sa-ți spun ceva?/Can I tell you something?"
Days to entwine
In my view of my true self,
I put my love on the shelf.
Even though I beg,
For our love another leg.
White moon from afar,
I wish we had a calendar,
On our both days to entwine,
A common noon to define.
As a river, crystalline
As your word, medicine
I want to see a good day,
In which distance won't delay.
From "Volumul Istorie Opusă/Opposing History"
Cold tears
Cold tears travel through my cheek
Sorrows and regrets they carry
Slowly moving the memories as I peek
Between my soul's curtains blue as berry
The only emotion truly learnt
Maybe if the rain stops
Would be the jar of abandonment
As long as time, the first tear drops
I'm cold, but I'm not freezing.
Curtains tighten around me,
It's like the emptiness is never leaving,
Giving me a new birth name.
A while I shuffle,
As the air becomes thin,
I become a prisoner of my own exile
And I shed another tear.
"From "Volumul Floare de piatră/Stone Flower""
Recită fără Cuvinte
Noile mișcătoare gânduri calde
Etichete-nmbibate cu pasiune scăldate
Vântului dimineții a fi distant martor
Evenimente precursor, prezent protector
Doi nevăzuți, necunoscuți in fața soarelui
Entuziasm în două suflete pentru a dăltui
Mai spre a ta neștiință, inimii mele recită
Mereu fără cuvinte, a ta tainică dorință
Atunci când te voi zări dragă gură
Inimii singura suflare a ta să fură
Nu-l ascund, al meu răspuns să arate
Emis aprins, în cor fără cuvinte, dar ale tale toate.
Din "Volumul Ceai de portocale și scorțișoară"
Atlas
The deepest of the nights got me searching,
As your stunning beauty is like a bright lightning,
And I stay observing bit by bit, your beauty to cover,
A million words on the mind, only a few on the paper.
The eyes, so cordial, the heart's desire to burn grows,
A wild wood oak caressing, as my mind flows,
The velvet whisperers, the calming storytellers,
Portraying happy as my my ear's ambassadors.
The endless rows of tresses of the moonlight,
Making it way on my eyes as a wavelength,
Your face bridge, an ongoing war between us,
Well put and complementary with no use of anxious
Thus, in this portrait, beauty finds its place,
A tapestry of synonyms, interlace,
Each feature a verse, in life's grand embrace,
A face, a poem, of elegance and grace.
Thy artwork pillar, so raffinate, yet so rowdy,
To not appreciate it would be a sad tragedy,
By an felt of the tips, I'm losing my religion,
Something so far to feel, yet so close to addiction.
The core my dearest, reminder the reason that it's just,
All my life close to hold and push mine to your against.
Body's midrift, clear meadow, road to all that is right,
Crazed beauty, deserving of eternal twilight.
Swaying curves of yours, how much they fascinate,
On thy worship I wish I was a sole candidate,
Gam am peds, shy and happy perfect structure,
The only worldly thing is impossible to caricature.
Within her, beauty claims its rightful space,
A marble masterpiece, with elegance and grace,
Every aspect a verse, in heart's tender embrace,
My beautiful sparrow, a poem, in life's enchanting race.
From "Volumul Istorie Opusă/Opposing History"
Stealing stars
Quiet whispers of the night,
under the watchful moon's soft light,
My heart traverses miles, vast and wide,
to where you dream on the other side.
For you fly in realms far from mine,
across the span where stars align.
To bridge the gap, the distance cruel,
with words as tools, love precious fuel.
In dreams, I reach to steal you near,
dissolve the miles, remove the fear.
A whispered wish in the night embrace,
longing for your gentle grace.
Through screens and words, love's conveyed,
on the silent moments, our hopes laid
Little sparrow, my heart's soft call,
yearning for the day we end this stall.
To steal you from the bonds of space,
into my arms, our perfect place.
From "Volumul Istorie Opusă/Opposing History"
Timeless flavour
In the quiet morning, tea steams soft and warm,
As I sit, waiting to see you, my heart takes form.
Your voice, a melody, in the silence that rings,
Each word a symphony, that my soul eagerly clings.
With patience, I linger, for your presence near,
Anticipating hugs, that erases my every fear.
In this dance of love, we sway with ivory grace,
Embracing each moment, in this timeless space.
From "Volumul Pot sa-ți spun ceva?/Can I tell you something?"
Days to entwine
In my view of my true self,
I put my love on the shelf.
Even though I beg,
For our love another leg.
White moon from afar,
I wish we had a calendar,
On our both days to entwine,
A common noon to define.
As a river, crystalline
As your word, medicine
I want to see a good day,
In which distance won't delay.
From "Volumul Istorie Opusă/Opposing History"
Cold tears
Cold tears travel through my cheek
Sorrows and regrets they carry
Slowly moving the memories as I peek
Between my soul's curtains blue as berry
The only emotion truly learnt
Maybe if the rain stops
Would be the jar of abandonment
As long as time, the first tear drops
I'm cold, but I'm not freezing.
Curtains tighten around me,
It's like the emptiness is never leaving,
Giving me a new birth name.
A while I shuffle,
As the air becomes thin,
I become a prisoner of my own exile
And I shed another tear.
"From "Volumul Floare de piatră/Stone Flower""
Recită fără Cuvinte
Noile mișcătoare gânduri calde
Etichete-nmbibate cu pasiune scăldate
Vântului dimineții a fi distant martor
Evenimente precursor, prezent protector
Doi nevăzuți, necunoscuți in fața soarelui
Entuziasm în două suflete pentru a dăltui
Mai spre a ta neștiință, inimii mele recită
Mereu fără cuvinte, a ta tainică dorință
Atunci când te voi zări dragă gură
Inimii singura suflare a ta să fură
Nu-l ascund, al meu răspuns să arate
Emis aprins, în cor fără cuvinte, dar ale tale toate.
Din "Volumul Ceai de portocale și scorțișoară"
Atlas
The deepest of the nights got me searching,
As your stunning beauty is like a bright lightning,
And I stay observing bit by bit, your beauty to cover,
A million words on the mind, only a few on the paper.
The eyes, so cordial, the heart's desire to burn grows,
A wild wood oak caressing, as my mind flows,
The velvet whisperers, the calming storytellers,
Portraying happy as my my ear's ambassadors.
The endless rows of tresses of the moonlight,
Making it way on my eyes as a wavelength,
Your face bridge, an ongoing war between us,
Well put and complementary with no use of anxious
Thus, in this portrait, beauty finds its place,
A tapestry of synonyms, interlace,
Each feature a verse, in life's grand embrace,
A face, a poem, of elegance and grace.
Thy artwork pillar, so raffinate, yet so rowdy,
To not appreciate it would be a sad tragedy,
By an felt of the tips, I'm losing my religion,
Something so far to feel, yet so close to addiction.
The core my dearest, reminder the reason that it's just,
All my life close to hold and push mine to your against.
Body's midrift, clear meadow, road to all that is right,
Crazed beauty, deserving of eternal twilight.
Swaying curves of yours, how much they fascinate,
On thy worship I wish I was a sole candidate,
Gam am peds, shy and happy perfect structure,
The only worldly thing is impossible to caricature.
Within her, beauty claims its rightful space,
A marble masterpiece, with elegance and grace,
Every aspect a verse, in heart's tender embrace,
My beautiful sparrow, a poem, in life's enchanting race.