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Ce simt, zi și noapte,
Redau în versuri, acestea nu vor avea capăt,
Nici sentimentele nu vor vedea sfârșitul.
În această clipă ascultînd balade de Metalica și Scorpions
Pot cu siguranță spune că pentru mine contează doar starea ta și Nothing else matters,
Still loving you chiar dacă nu însemn nimic.
Și… vreau să mă iubești, vreau să fim împreună!Vreau!
Să te implor-va fi egoism,
Să tac- va fi cea mai mare greșeală.
Poems in the same category
Nevăd
Trag de plug
Ca un rob orb,
Și rod din os,
Un câine prost.
Un dar dus,
în vid ascuns.
Cum cad de sus,
Eu crud aud,
Ce briza spală,
Sângele-n clocot,
Aroma slabă,
S-aude-un clopot.
Your smile, Our future
As from work I came back home,
And stood in front of my door,
I noticed a small envelope on the floor,
It was about an event, not here in Rome.
It was an invitation to a dance,
A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.
It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,
And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.
The envelope had such a powerful smell,
As to read I begin, it made my head spin.
At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,
It was as if I was under a sort of spell.
Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,
It was stamped with a single name, Dery.
Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…
It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?
The day of the party grew nearer,
And things started to become clearer.
It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,
This was probably how someone got their kick.
I wanted to look up the party online,
But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.
Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,
That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.
I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,
I was happy with my decision when I saw who,
Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.
The richest men and women from their cars would descend.
Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,
For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.
It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,
But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.
The music was blaring all around the yard,
Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.
We were all asked inside the ball-room,
I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.
Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.
I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.
As if it was so close that I could hear,
Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.
I stopped and went away from the crowd,
In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,
I looked and looked but around me was naught.
I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.
The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,
We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.
The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,
And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.
My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,
The person who came down the stairs,
Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.
She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.
As I was the only alone one,
I really stuck out as the sore thumb,
When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,
But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.
The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,
As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.
But before I could understand my circumstance,
She took me by the wrist and made us twist.
She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,
Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.
The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,
Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.
She gave me her first smile of the night,
With a deep look into the eyes,
I didn't stop to think of what that implies,
Because at first sight, everything felt just right.
But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,
My instinct told me that I had seen her before,
It was as if something from me she was concealing.
She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…
She had the gentleness of a red aster,
And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,
She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.
Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.
Step by step, we entered into the limelight,
The only couple who the speed could withstand,
I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,
She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.
As we released each other, everyone stood aside,
The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,
Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.
There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.
I was almost exhausted to death,
But she didn't even seem affected,
And after herself she had quickly collected,
With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.
I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.
Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!
She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.
Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.
Two servants quickly rushed behind her,
Before one came to tell me,
"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.
" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."
It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,
Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.
And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,
As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."
" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "
Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,
' I could swear there was no one there'.
" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."
I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,
But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,
" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"
" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."
I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,
" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."
" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "
She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.
" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."
I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,
" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "
Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.
" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "
" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."
" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"
" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials. "
' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '
" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."
" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "
" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "
" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"
' Pain? What are you even talking about? '
" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"
" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."
" I have examined thou for a very long time, "
" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "
" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"
" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "
" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"
" You just left me, without any warning…"
" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"
" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"
" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended. "
" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"
'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '
' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'
"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "
"But I hath given this much consideration."
"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"
"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."
"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"
"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"
"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."
"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."
"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"
"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."
'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'
"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."
So now, your decision please make
----
Drink the tea
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,
She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.
"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…
----
Leave
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,
With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…
…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.
Eu, am vrut...
Eu, am vrut a ta iubire,
În același trup ș-un suflet.
Tu, ai vrut doar o avere
Și bani mulți în al tău sipet.
Eu, am vrut cu-a mea iubire
Să-L slăvim pe DUMNEZEU.
Tu, ai vrut cu-a ta iubire,
Să mă-mpedici mai mereu.
Însă fără a LUI vrere,
CELUI care ne-a facut,
Noi n-aveam nicio putere
Orișicâte am fi vrut.
Scumpei mele soții Valeria, 7 Ianuarie 2023 ora 21:25
Așteptarea
Aștept de mult să te zăresc
Și ochii dragi să ți-i privesc.
Să pot atinge negru-ți păr
Și buzele-ți dulci ca de măr.
Să-ți aud glasul masculin
Suflarea ta ca vântul lin,
Și ale tale vorbe care sunt
Foșnetul frunzelor în vânt.
Cum soarele radiază
Din zori până în amiază,
Așa sufletu-mi să fie
Plin mereu de bucurie.
Fără tine, a mea viață
Se topește ca un cub de ghiață.
Și fără tine dragul meu
Nu mai pot să fiu doar eu.
Privește-mă și ai să vezi
Ființa, ce nu ai să crezi
Că ți-a păstrat același dor
Ascuns sub fiecare nor.
Aș fi dorit să pot s-ating
Iubirea ce nu pot s-o sting.
Și-aș vrea ca-n anii ce vor trece
Să nu mai plâng că-mi este rece.
Duminica sufletele tac
Duminica intră în oameni scormonind întunericul de sub coaste ,
Deschide ferestre să intre bătăi de clopot violet .
Din icoane sfinţii surâd , ţipăt de ochi decolorat sfâşie tăcerea .
Respiraţiile tac , din palme se înalţă rugăciuni , aerul îngenunchează
Căci iată , trec îngeri cu aripi mari cât o duminică
Care şterg lacrimile din ferestre .
Duminica este o poveste cu ore rotunde
Cu mireasmă de mir şi tămâie , cu iubiri mari cât o liturghie .
Duminica este o cetate în care se aprind muguri de lumină
Unde sufletele aşteaptă să primească felii de început ,
În duminică capetele stau plecate pentru iertări ,
Pentru palma lui Dumnezeu aşezată pe ele şi pentru uitare .
Duminica e şoapta din calendar , cămaşă albă de crini înfloriţi ,
Pâine caldă aburindă , coaptă în cuptorul de lut .
Duminica e mare cât roata carului Sfântului Ilie ,
Cu un ochi ne face semn să o urmăm când coboară în spirală peste lume .
Duminica urcă pe fir de lună , la capăt o aşteaptă îngeri cu candela aprinsă .
Iubim tăcut
În vers am vrea ca să vă spunem
Ce în cuvinte poate nu știm exprima:
Că vă iubim!, părinții noștri dragi,
Gura n-o spune, dar inima ar vrea.
Un 'te iubesc' nu-i lung de zis
Căci sunt doar două mici cuvinte.
Dar preferăm să nu zicem nimic
Și ne închidem că niște morminte.
Privind la viață cu alți ochi acum
Apreciem mai mult ce ați făcut.
In trudă, osteneala și nevoi,
Cu multă dragoste voi ne-ați crescut.
Iar visuri de-ați avut, le-ați amânat
Când noi am apărut în viața voastră.
Voi înșivă nu ați mai existat ...
Eram doar noi și grija noastră.
Vă mulțumim din suflet pentru tot:
Că ne-ați grijit,
că ne-ați iubit,
că ne-ați crescut.
Vă mulțumim de grija ce-o purtați
Unor copii ce vă iubesc tăcut.
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Întrebări fără răspuns
De ce eu?
De ce am meritat asta?
De ce chin și singurătate?
Cu ce-am greșit?
Ce să fac să-mi curăț carma?
De ce am parte doar de rece?
Cine să-mi răspundă?
De ce eu?
Cum fără…
Cum aș fi eu fără tine?
Dac-aș ști, ți-aș spune
Chiar de-atunci din februarie
Nu mă pot trezi fără gînduri spre tine
Nu pot adormi neștiind că te simți bine
Cum aș fi eu fără tine?
Tu ești luna mea dintr-e stele
Ești soarele cere-mi luminează ziua,
Eroina ce ma salvat din ceața singurătății
Mi se scurge inima de sînge
Cînd ochii tăi varsă lacrimi,
Mi se umple sufletul de bucurie
Cînd pe buze îți îmflorește zîmbetul
Mai ții minte?
Acea noapte care ne-a unit sorțile
Și le-a împletit într-o plapumă,
O plapumă de bucurie și tristețe,zîmbete și lacrimi,
Și vreu ca această plapumă să ne învelească pînă la ultima suflare
Deja nu-e-o dragoste copilărească
Este ceva gîndit, chibzuit zile întregi și nopți nedormite
Aș da și viața pentru tine
Aș sta cu tine ore și zile în șir,
Dar îmi sunt destule și cinci minute
Ca ziua să-mi fie cea mai bună din viață
Dar, știu că pleci…
Și vreau atîtea să-ți spun;
nu găsesc cuvinte potrivite
Cum aș fi eu fără tine?
Dac-aș ști, ți-aș spune
Mereu doresc să te sărut pe frunte,
Dar… capul îl ferești într-una
Nu sunt scriitor…
De poet nici nu mai zic,
Scriu… pentru că uneori mii frică săți spun direct.
Mii frică de refuz și singurătate
Ești unica care mi-a fost și îmi ești mereu alături,
Nu îți pot mulțumi cu minic, nu am comori ce ți le pot da
Am doar o inimă, frîntă
O inimă ruptă în mici bucăți.
Care are nevoie doar de dragoste și nimic mai mult
Dar faptul plecării tale mă întristează,
Și totuși nu mă lasă fără speranța că te vei întoarce.
Dar pînă atunci,
Vei avea loc în centrul acelei frînte inimi
Ce nu cade ca pereții Babilonului,
Doar datorită ție și sentimentelor spre tine
Cum aș fi eu fără tine?
Dac-aș ști, ți-aș spune.
Vreau
Vreau din nou să mă-înnec,
În farmecul ochilor tăi,
Ochi, care nu vreau să-i văd plângând,
Privirea căror mă amețește,
Mă izbăvește de tot stresul.
Să te pierd, nu vreau,
Nu voi rezista, pur și simplu,
Nu vreau iar să mă-închid în sine.
Da. Nu sunt ideal,
Dar anume pentru tine vreau să fiu acea alegere corectă.
Voi spune și eu cum spuse și Lăpușneanu,
Dacă, tu nu mă vrei pe mine,
Eu te vreau