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I see myself through your onyx-moon eyes,

reflecting lifetimes beneath their dark, still surface.

I hear echoes of my past self in your voice,

soft as falling petals

a resonance of storms I once weathered.

I have walked nearly the same sacred path

though you move swifter than the wind,

speak with the thunderclap of Athena's shield,

and shine brighter than Apollo's first light.

Once, a quiet child,

afraid of the voices of angry birds,

haunted by monsters who wore mortal skin,

now stands like a mountain in stormlight

shaking stone, breaking iron,

unfolding wings carved from suffering.

Power rests within your heart.

You just have to set yourself free

and rise above your painful ashes

as the phoenix is always reminding us:

even darkness serves the bloom.

And with glory and grace,

it rises from the ugliest hell

a constellation redrawn across the sky

for others to witness and remember:

the girl once silenced

is now myth,

is now sovereign.

That pure soul, once wingless,

wove galaxies with trembling hands,

built a world from garden bones

and broken lullabies.

A kingdom rooted in empathy

and crowned with wild roses.

Here, laughter rings like chapel bells.

Here, loyalty is the highest spell.

And respect towers like golden pillars,

engraved with the names of those who dared to become whole.

No damsels here

only queens of the flame,

warrior-poets in velvet armor,

keepers of sacred fire and gentle law.

This is not just a dream.

It is a place to call home.

He never touched you.

Yet you linger in him

like the scent of damask rose in forgotten temples,

or the shadow of lotus petals

pressed between the pages of a life unlived.

You weren't given,

nor claimed,

but you remain

as Persephone remains between two worlds,

half spring, half surrender.

He sees you

in the gold-threaded robes of Isis,

mother of the hidden,

protector of what cannot be possessed.

You, soft as jasmine at dusk,

yet dangerous as the bloom of belladonna,

a beauty he could never hold

without trembling.

His logic is iron.

His mind, a fortress.

Yet inside,

you bloom like Freyja's garden in Asgard

wild, untamed,

known only to the gods and the ghosts

of those who once dared to love.

He remembers you

in the absence of touch

how your voice would've sounded

saying his name.

Not as a woman made of earth,

but like Aphrodite rising from seafoam,

untouchable and immortal in her effect.

He walks through the world

wearing your memory

like a garland of hyacinths—

invisible,

but fragrant enough

to undo his certainty.

He calls your name in thought

only when Hermes isn't listening.

Because you were not a prayer

you were the echo of something already sacred.

You are not his.

You were never his.

But in the sacred ache

between Odin's wisdom and Hades' restraint,

he worships what he cannot claim.

And so you became

his unseen Nemesis

not to punish,

but to remind him

that even gods must kneel

before something they cannot keep.

You are the iris that opens at midnight,

the secret grove behind his ribs,

where he returns not for peace

but to remember what almost was.

You are his

without being.

It happened on one blue day

when my petals were bruised,

and my spirit almost hung itself,

no longer bearing the weight

of being an immortal light source

in a time of forgotten prayers.

I was nearly weeping

not in storms that swallow the world around me,

but in the language of scorpion grasses at dusk

soft, bowed, barely blooming.

He came like a gentle comet,

not as a man,

but as the guiding Hermes

a smile, soft as sacred crocuses,

carrying no judgment,

emerging from a cold land,

gently touching the unopened bud

of my fragile sorrow,

just to remind me:

someone still sees.

Then came the embrace

two arms wrapped around

like vines of honeysuckle

entwining the walls of my cold cathedral of solitude

with warmth and grace:

a tulip and hyacinth embroidery.

I did not flee from that sacred place,

not because I forgot Eros,

but because I remembered Persephone,

longing for the sun,

wandering through labyrinths of wonder

even in Hades' hasty gentleness.

But guilt arrived

on a shocking wave of pain,

measuring the weight of my heart

against a moment I did not ask for

nor did I deserve it,

yet I allowed it.

Not ashamed for desiring a mortal feeling,

but for that pale flicker of bloom

that rose inside my crimson heart

and dared to face the sun.

Yet even so,

I crossed no sacred boundary,

and kept my faith to Hera's vows

my trembling hand bore no corruption,

only the scent of oleander.

Now I return

to the sacred garden I tend with care,

to the altar of my chosen love,

where trust grows like lavender

at the gates of devotion.

He saw me unguarded,

but I see myself whole again

a celestial being reborn beneath the stars:

not untrue or disloyal,

only open,

only tender,

only alive.

Sub lumina blândă a unei zile senine,

În grădina unde speranța se înfiripă,

Se deschid petale de iubire și căldură,

Pe alei de taină unde viața încă pulsează și respiră.

Cei care veghează, ca brazii tăcuți,

Cu mâini de lumină și zâmbet de flori,

Îndrumă pașii obosiți, cu glasuri de crini abia-nfloriți,

Și alinarea curge lin, ca un râu printre izvoare pline de dor.

Boboci și stejari cărunți,

Găsesc în atingere și cuvânt o primăvară nouă,

Învățând că-n fiecare clipă de suferință,

Se poate să înflorească curajul și speranța cea nouă.

Dragostea lor nu se rupe, nu se frânge,

E floare nemuritoare în clepsidra timpului,

Și chiar dacă umbrele trec peste clipele fragile,

Întotdeauna rămâne parfumul cald al grijii.

Și noi, ca frunze ce tremură la adiere,

Învățăm să fim răbdători, să ne lăsăm purtați,

Căci aici, în acest colț de grădină miraculoasă,

Durerea devine floare și speranță.

There comes a time of year

When the grand bargain begins,

Not on the streets filled with vitality,

But in the shadows of the necropolis.

That time when the Four O'Clock flower breaks,

Shattered glass strewn across morality,

Violins echoing through chrysanthemums—

An entire ballad of the false prophets.

And in such a dreadful realm,

The White Dahlia enters with petals shrinking,

Trembling as the winds begin to embrace her.

Two pairs of eyes seize her gaze:

One's Deadly Nightshade,

the other's Devil's Hand.

One is there to devour her soul;

The other to protect and shield her:

Unfortunately, all entities wear masks.

What gleams is venom,

What offers refuge seems lethal.

The first waltz with the broken,

virtuous entity Unfolds in darkness,

Flowers shivering in the aura that surrounds him.

Warnings drip from his affection;

Her vitality seeps into his mask.

The long, agonizing sway ends in tears.

The second dance with the wicked one

Casts beams of pearly light across the floor,

Flickers of hope and sparks tangled in mysterious smiles.

Tiny, precise steps lure her core into an abyss.

She blooms once more

Only to be severed again with the final sigh of her stamina.

What happened to them, you might ask?

Devil's Hand betrays his loving core, vanishing into obscurity.

White Dahlia, dripping tears of blood, continues to bloom

Brighter, fiercer than ever.

Deadly Nightshade aches still,

Hunting those ruby tears with insatiable hunger:

One astray, one reaching the focal point, one hollow within its own elegance.

I am just a cub,

Alone in a garden of flowers.

And as much as I delight in being seen by others,

Ilong, with all my being, to finally know myself.

As the world pauses to take a breath,

I press forward with quiet courage.

Freedom unfurls its petals within me,

Opening in this very moment.

So I take the leap of faith, and jump.

At the beginning of that journey,

The garden feels as though it tears my flesh apart

A disturbingly pleasant sensation,

For I have walked among these realms before,

Before I even knew how to shape sound with my voice.

Without rushing,

Without making the water tremble,

The conscious mind gives way,

Leaving space for the adventure to blossom.

So it begins.

The traveler's portal opens its radiant chest,

And the cub passes through.

From that realm of truth, I drift back in time,

Peering through binoculars at ancient predators,

Studying their movements,

Tracing them like vines across memory.

Once, the creatures noticed my gaze

And though they attacked,

I escaped With only a scratch on my paw,

A scar like a thorn's kiss.

I return to the present garden,

But the traveler aches for more.

And so, it begins again.

The next realm blooms in Atlantis.

The cub now breathes beneath sapphire waters,

Transformed into a creature of the deep,

A flower of the ocean's secret garden.

I drift among coral columns and temple ruins,

Their stories flowing into me

Like nectar through a stem.

My touch gathers their forgotten whispers,

Petal by petal, memory by memory.

At last, the fuel of wonder fades,

And the traveler must return.

The garden door calls softly,

Its blossoms swaying in welcome.

I leap once more,

And with gratitude,

reality gathers me gently

Back into its fragrant arms.

Sufletul îmi cântă,

Asta ma încântă,

Nimic nu ma frământă,

Viata mea e ordonată,

Doar pentru mine,

O alintată.

Afara este rece dar parca imi este cald ca te vad 

Ma incalzeste privirea ta 

Zapada parca este din senin roz 

Tu ignori fulgi

Eu simt ca ne apropie din ce in mai mult 

Imi este dor de tine 

De focul din privirile noastre 

Nu mai privim in ochii de oare ce ne este ca si cum ne ar intra un turtur in ochii 

Dar pe furis imi mai tragi o privire 

Ne batem cu bulgarii de zapada ne zambim unul la altul

Dar mie frica de tine 

Dar cand sunt cu tine uit ca afara e frig si ca ninge

Tu ma incalzesti 

Chiar daca nu ma iei in brate 

Dar ma simt ca si cum as fi la tine in brate 

Imi este dor de tine 

Si abia astept sa vina urmatoarea zi de țurțur.

Se prăbușește cerul fără tine;

Ma sufoc și nu mi e bine.

Sufletul mi e rătăcit 

Prin întunericul cumplit. 

Trupul tremura de frig, 

Când nopțile te strig.

Ma pierd in al tău miraj

Si alunec in sevraj.

Nu mi e foame,nu mi e sete, 

Stau lipită de perete, 

Să nu mă prindă amețeala, 

Sa nu ma nghita oboseală.

Nu văd dincolo de tine, 

Decât ce nu mi aparține;

Ești universul meu obscur 

Fără culoare, ori contur 

As vrea să evadez din el,

Sa sap în mine un tunel

Si sa renasc din ce mai doare,

Punându ma n valoare. 

Si sa nu mă uit în urmă 

C un pretext, sub nici o formă. 

Caci tu ,iubire fără leac

Ma ții în suspans și trac...

Mi-ai încurcat destinul

Mi-ai strămutat cărarea

Pierdut caut prezent

Nu vine-n drum uitarea

Visând lumini de stele

Găsesc rodind tăcerea

Destinu-i piatră grea

M-aruncă-n orb durerea

Pe-un nor se-adună dor

 Sub pleoape arde chipul

Un vis mă plimbă-n zbor

Din lacrimi curge timpul

Mă-ntrebi absent ce fac

Răspunde-n cor declinul

Să mint sau de-am să tac

Același mi-e destinul

Se pare că ți-e greu

S-aduci îmbrățișarea

E tot ce-am vrut să-ți cer

Zâmbind să-ndrepți cărarea

Și-aștept la infinit

Un semn dacă îți pasă

De dragoste mâhnit

Destinul mă apasă

Sub cerul noptii mii de stele,

M am regasit putin in ele.

Luceau tacut ca intr un vis,

Si dorul meu l am prins in scris.

Pe-un colt de lume,tu,aproape,

Privirea ta n-o las sa-mi scape,

Tacerea noptii ne-a unit,
Si totul pare nesfarsit.

Tu ca o stea ce straluceste,

Imi dai speranta,ma-incalzeste.

Sub stelele ce straluceau,

Simteam cum visele-mi cresteau.

Acum sub cerul prin de raze,

Simt ca mi raspunzi la mii de fraze,

In ochii tai,un cer fara sfarsit,

Gasesc curaj spre un vis neimplinit.

Iubito-ascultă rătăcirile din mine

Atins de patimă ființa ta e tot

Cresc însetate rădăcinile spre tine

Stârnite-n inimă bat clopote de foc

Un infinit ascund privirile divine

Răsare soarele sclipind din ochii tăi

Lumina curge înflorind zile senine

Oprește mut în contemplare timpu-n loc

Șoptește zâmbetul pe buzele rubine

Obrazul tremură sub purpura de foc

Urmele caută să vindece suspine

Mă colorează în albastru dulce joc

Vioara glasului aprinde poezie

Arcușul  mângâie oceanele de foc

Sunetul corzillor vibrează cristaline

Tristețea fumegă primindu-și antidot

Vrăjește freamătul petalelor caline

Mâinile picură în vene aprig foc

Topește lacătul durerilor peline

Îmbată sufletul miresmele de soc

Ne-am întâlnit între bătăile de inimi

Ne-am despărțit între hotarele de foc

A mai rămas praful cărunt al amintirii

Visele zboară împletind absurdul mort