O dâră ca de sânge
Ni-i soarta-n astă lume,
C-un prădător feroce,
Adulmecând pe urme.
Dar care nu dispune
De colţi şi nici de gheare,
Ci-şi urmăreşte prada
Cu coasa la spinare.
Hai să fugim iubito!
Ca să scăpăm cu zile,
Să ne-ndreptăm degrabă
Spre munţii de iubire.
Şi-odată ajunşi acolo,
Mutându-ne de tot,
Să cultivăm iubire,
Al morţii antidot.
Poems in the same category
Ce poate să facă iubirea dintr-un om?
Cum am ajuns din persoana care eram,
La persoana care sunt acum?
Cum a reușit o singură persoană
Să-mi schimbe complet viziunea despre lume și amor?
Cum a putut să mă schimbe la 180°,
Cu ajutorul unei piruete dintr-un vals nesfârșit, cosmic,
În care dansăm îmbrățișați,
Aflați în universul nostru?!
Poate la început par niște întrebări banale,
A unei persoane care se pierde pe sine, pentru a-și regăsi
Cealaltă jumătate,dar el mi-a schimbat percepția
Pe care o aveam asupra vieții și viziunii mele de viitor!
Acum, în loc să mă văd pustiind prin lume,
Pierdută!... Rătăcind prin abisul meu singuratic și întunecat,
Plin de responsabilități și griji, făcându-mă să mă adâncesc
Tot mai mult în lumea muzicii, care pentru o perioadă
M-a învățat să-mi accept destinul
Și să văd și cealaltă față a lumii!
Mă văd alături de el trecând peste toate obstacolele vieții,
Dar și toate obstacolele care vor apărea în calea iubirii noastre!
Mă văd lângă el, într-un amor paradisiac,
Desprins din vise și povești de adormit copiii,
Cu prințese și zmei ,eroi și antieroi !
Sunt recunoscătoare vieții că mi l-a adus în cale,
Dar mai ales lui că a reușit să-mi deschidă inima,
Pe care credeam că o am de piatră
Și nu poate nimeni să o străpungă cu flăcările aromatice ale iubirii!
Îi mulțumesc din suflet că m-a învățat
Cum să iubesc cu adevărat!
Și îi mulțumesc pentru că nu se joacă cu inima mea care...
S-a făcut mică, sclipitoare și mlădioasă de când i-a cunoscut sufletul!
Și... Asta e... Dacă se va întâmpla cândva să ne despărțim,
Prefer să rămân singură,
Pentru că știu că ceea ce simt pentru el este aur pur,
Iar o dată cu plecarea lui de lângă mine,
Va muri și o jumătate din mine!
Îmi era greață de dragoste,
O uram, dar tu, tu
Mai făcut să îmi placă...
„Nesăbuit-o” asta îmi spune vocea din capul meu...
De ce el? La ce te-ai gândit sau nu ai făcut-o?
Critica continua pe care i-am adus-o inimii mele
mă face să înțeleg cât de neprevăzută este dragostea
și cum te poate înșela inima:’( <3
Te rog iartă-mă,
Știu nu am procedat corect
Chiar daca nu mi-ai greșit cu nimic.
Te rog vorbește cu mine,
Nu rămîne în tăcere
Căci mă voi scufunda în lacrimile mele.
Închină-te, Cosmos, lumilor mărețe
Și fă-mi loc să trec spre ultima!
Căci ai tăi nedemni de ea născutu-sa...
Fie lumi de spațiu, timp ș-amesticături,
Doar amorul peste tot tronează –
Neînțeles de mințile umane...
Prostia toată se scălâmbă și-ncovoaie
Pe unde-apucă: animale – procreare –
Suflete goale, reci și moarte...
Ia-mă, Deus, și mă spânzură-n afară:
Nu e timp – să fixeze a-l meu amor;
Nu e spațiu – să-l cuprindă-n file tot...
Mi-este imposibil, oare, să găsesc o suflare
Pură – cu dragoste sinceră-n suflare –
Să mă iubească-n disperare,
Să-ncerce să dea viață
Vieții mele bulversată?
Dar în suferința mea iubesc un suflet rătăcit:
Hai, Amore, să fugim de lume,
Să ne spânzurăm de stele-noapte,
Deus – însuși – să-nvețe ce-i amorul,
S-adormim în lumi străine – întuneric...
Printr-o sărutare – lumină-n lumi:
Spațiu, timp, începuturi și sfârșit să se scufunde;
Caldă și molcomitoare – nemuritoare.
Vorbești în decor
Cu glasul tău divin
Căci cuvintele tale-mi sunt dragi
Doar la suflet mă ating.
Dau năvală-n capu' meu
Stau singur și le simt ,
Căci iubirea e secretul
Să nu te mai scot din capu' meu.
Nu pleca din mâna mea
Draga mea iubită ,
Căci durerea-mi socotită
După sărutul apăsat , greu.
As from work I came back home,
And stood in front of my door,
I noticed a small envelope on the floor,
It was about an event, not here in Rome.
It was an invitation to a dance,
A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.
It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,
And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.
The envelope had such a powerful smell,
As to read I begin, it made my head spin.
At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,
It was as if I was under a sort of spell.
Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,
It was stamped with a single name, Dery.
Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…
It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?
The day of the party grew nearer,
And things started to become clearer.
It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,
This was probably how someone got their kick.
I wanted to look up the party online,
But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.
Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,
That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.
I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,
I was happy with my decision when I saw who,
Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.
The richest men and women from their cars would descend.
Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,
For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.
It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,
But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.
The music was blaring all around the yard,
Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.
We were all asked inside the ball-room,
I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.
Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.
I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.
As if it was so close that I could hear,
Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.
I stopped and went away from the crowd,
In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,
I looked and looked but around me was naught.
I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.
The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,
We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.
The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,
And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.
My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,
The person who came down the stairs,
Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.
She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.
As I was the only alone one,
I really stuck out as the sore thumb,
When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,
But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.
The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,
As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.
But before I could understand my circumstance,
She took me by the wrist and made us twist.
She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,
Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.
The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,
Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.
She gave me her first smile of the night,
With a deep look into the eyes,
I didn't stop to think of what that implies,
Because at first sight, everything felt just right.
But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,
My instinct told me that I had seen her before,
It was as if something from me she was concealing.
She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…
She had the gentleness of a red aster,
And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,
She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.
Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.
Step by step, we entered into the limelight,
The only couple who the speed could withstand,
I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,
She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.
As we released each other, everyone stood aside,
The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,
Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.
There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.
I was almost exhausted to death,
But she didn't even seem affected,
And after herself she had quickly collected,
With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.
I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.
Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!
She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.
Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.
Two servants quickly rushed behind her,
Before one came to tell me,
"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.
" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."
It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,
Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.
And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,
As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."
" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "
Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,
' I could swear there was no one there'.
" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."
I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,
But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,
" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"
" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."
I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,
" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."
" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "
She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.
" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."
I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,
" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "
Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.
" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "
" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."
" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"
" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials. "
' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '
" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."
" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "
" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "
" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"
' Pain? What are you even talking about? '
" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"
" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."
" I have examined thou for a very long time, "
" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "
" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"
" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "
" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"
" You just left me, without any warning…"
" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"
" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"
" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended. "
" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"
'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '
' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'
"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "
"But I hath given this much consideration."
"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"
"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."
"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"
"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"
"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."
"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."
"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"
"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."
'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'
"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."
So now, your decision please make
Drink the tea
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,
She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.
"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,
With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…
…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.
Other poems by the author
Nici că îmi vine-a crede
Că a ta dulce mână,
Ce tocmai mă dezmiardă...
Va fi cândva ţărână.
Şi nici că ochii tăi,
Ce inima mi-au frânt
Cu a lor strălucire...
Vor fi cândva pământ.
Sau c-ale tale buze,
Ce azi când le sărut,
Culcaţi în iarba verde...
Vor fi cândva doar lut.
Nici că îmi vine-a crede.
Nu stelele aprinse
Pe boltă, mă uimesc,
Ci ochii tăi albaştri,
Atunci când mă privesc.
Nu mă uimesc nici Câinii,
Nici cele două Urse,
Ci gura ta cea dulce
Şi ale tale buze.
Nici ale lunii raze,
Din nori când se ivesc,
Ci nopţile cu tine
Alături, mă uimesc.
La-nceput a fost sărutul
Şi sărutu' era la tine
Şi l-ai pus cu foc pe mine,
De mi-ai ars cu el tot lutul.
La sfârşit a fost doar lutul
Cu zăpadă şi cu ploi
Ce-au căzut peste-amândoi...
De-a rămas din noi sărutul.
Îmi place cum reciţi
Cum cânţi la mandolină,
Chitară şi pian.
Îmi place cum scrii versuri
Şi cu şi fără rimă,
Cum excelezi în proză,
Care îţi e sublimă!
Îmi place cum pictezi
Şi în ulei şi-n guaşe,
Cum realizezi portrete,
Îmi place tot ce faci
În diferite arte,
Dar cel mai mult artisto
Îmi placi tu, de departe!
Te rog Doamne nu pleca,
Nu Te mai alung de-acuma,
Te primesc în viaţa mea,
Rămâi pentru totdeauna.
Numai Tu-mi poţi da ce-Ţi cer,
SALVAREA şi-n ciuda firii,
Cu al meu trup efemer
Să-mbrac haina nemuririi.
Un tren şi multă lume
Ce-aşteaptă-n el să urce,
Mă mir, locomotivă
Cu roţi de turtă dulce!
Vagonul un borcan
Cu miere de salcâm,
Stă pregătit să plece
La cel mai dulce drum.
Trec printre călătorii
Aflaţi pe un peron
Din cuburi mici de zahăr
Şi-ajung lângă vagon.
Citesc pe tren ce scrie,
Mă umplu de uimire
Să văd la destinaţie
Că e trecut: Iubire!
Ce dacă n-am bilete,
Sar repede-n vagon,
La tine vin iubire
Cu naşu' Cupidon.