Mireasa
In lacul negru , tulbure , ea s-arunca fara clipiri
O mana simti-n crestet , cum o-mpingea in adancimi
Zbatandu-se necontenit , pierea cate putin , incet, incet
Si vietatile de dedesubt , sa-i fure inima din piept !
Avea sa-si vada viata toata , trecand intr-o clipita
Regrete adunate-n saci , ieseau la suprafata
Si amagiri, dezamagiri , aduse de curenti degraba
Prieteni, rude, ce alai ! se adunara-n graba
Si demonii de dedesubt aveau sa ii surada ,
Se stransera in jurul ei , jugul sa il puna
De gat avea lanturi de fier , purtandu-le vesmant
Povara grea ii atarna , pe umerii sai ,plumb .
Si biata fata se zbatea, in propiul iad, necontenit
Dureri acumulate-n timp, aveau sa piara negresit
Si-atunci, in ultimul moment si suflu, ea se vazu !
In vesnicul sicriu de apa, mireasa moarta intruchipata !
Categoria: Poezii de dragoste
Toate poeziile autorului: Oana D
Data postării: 21 octombrie
Vizualizări: 85
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Acum sunt bine
1. Acum sunt bine,
Știu ce-i fericire
Fără ca să mai caut iubire
Am eu grijă de mine
2. Eu singură m-am consolat
Sub cerul frumos înstelat
Am greșit atât de mult,
Dându-i inimă în împrumut
3. De azi el va fi un necunoscut,
Iar în suflet o amintire lăsată în trecut
De și te voi vedea din vis în vis,
Oricum voi rămâne de neînvins.
Darul
Iubirea mea să-ți fie darul,
Ce trebuia mult mai demult să îl primești,
Știu că așa arată fericirea
Și știu c-ai început să mă iubești.
Cu tine ziua își are rostul,
Iar fără tine toate-s scrum,
Așa pățești când dragostea se naște,
Nimic din astă lume nu-ți mai aparține,
Pe toate ochii tăi le văd sau le privesc,
Ca tainice minuni din cer sosite,
Eu doar iubindu-te,
Pot zice c-am inceput să sper...
Căci viața asta este trecatoare,
Iluzie precum un fum,
Ce să-ți dorești ,doar cu ardoare,
Decât iubirea care nu mai moare,
Știindu-ne și tu și eu cu Dumnezeu,
Mergând doar cu Hristos pe singura cărare,
Iubirea mea să-ți fie darul,
Ce trebuia mult mai demult să îl primești !
(14 februarie 2024 Vasilica dragostea mea)
Prezent
Să ai noroc ca dintr-un haos să creezi un paradis
Nu-i dat oricui.
Si nici nu stiu daca mie mi s-a permis
Să fiu al lui.
De crezi în dragoste înseamnă că ai curaj
Sau ai trăit.
Însă să simți din prima întâlnire,
Că ți-e promis..
Nu e ușor de-atins.
Mă rog în gând, să mulțumesc Cerului îmi vine
Când îl privesc.
La orice gest de bunătate mă surpinde
Și nu concep să nu-l iubesc.
Your smile, Our future
As from work I came back home,
And stood in front of my door,
I noticed a small envelope on the floor,
It was about an event, not here in Rome.
It was an invitation to a dance,
A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.
It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,
And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.
The envelope had such a powerful smell,
As to read I begin, it made my head spin.
At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,
It was as if I was under a sort of spell.
Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,
It was stamped with a single name, Dery.
Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…
It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?
The day of the party grew nearer,
And things started to become clearer.
It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,
This was probably how someone got their kick.
I wanted to look up the party online,
But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.
Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,
That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.
I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,
I was happy with my decision when I saw who,
Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.
The richest men and women from their cars would descend.
Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,
For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.
It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,
But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.
The music was blaring all around the yard,
Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.
We were all asked inside the ball-room,
I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.
Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.
I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.
As if it was so close that I could hear,
Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.
I stopped and went away from the crowd,
In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,
I looked and looked but around me was naught.
I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.
The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,
We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.
The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,
And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.
My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,
The person who came down the stairs,
Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.
She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.
As I was the only alone one,
I really stuck out as the sore thumb,
When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,
But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.
The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,
As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.
But before I could understand my circumstance,
She took me by the wrist and made us twist.
She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,
Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.
The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,
Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.
She gave me her first smile of the night,
With a deep look into the eyes,
I didn't stop to think of what that implies,
Because at first sight, everything felt just right.
But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,
My instinct told me that I had seen her before,
It was as if something from me she was concealing.
She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…
She had the gentleness of a red aster,
And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,
She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.
Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.
Step by step, we entered into the limelight,
The only couple who the speed could withstand,
I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,
She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.
As we released each other, everyone stood aside,
The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,
Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.
There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.
I was almost exhausted to death,
But she didn't even seem affected,
And after herself she had quickly collected,
With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.
I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.
Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!
She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.
Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.
Two servants quickly rushed behind her,
Before one came to tell me,
"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.
" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."
It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,
Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.
And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,
As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."
" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "
Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,
' I could swear there was no one there'.
" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."
I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,
But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,
" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"
" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."
I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,
" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."
" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "
She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.
" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."
I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,
" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "
Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.
" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "
" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."
" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"
" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials. "
' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '
" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."
" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "
" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "
" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"
' Pain? What are you even talking about? '
" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"
" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."
" I have examined thou for a very long time, "
" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "
" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"
" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "
" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"
" You just left me, without any warning…"
" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"
" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"
" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended. "
" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"
'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '
' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'
"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "
"But I hath given this much consideration."
"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"
"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."
"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"
"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"
"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."
"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."
"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"
"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."
'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'
"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."
So now, your decision please make
----
Drink the tea
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,
She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.
"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…
----
Leave
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,
With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…
…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.
Incertitudine
Sunt aici, acolo unde am mai fost și ieri,
Dar parcă sunt alta, cu alte păreri,
Sunt tot eu dar am sufletul albit,
Rănită de oameni nu am timp de iubit.
Unde să caut când în mine este un gol,
Cu ce sa umplu sufletul când mi se scurge domol?
Picătura ce sună tare când cade pe asfalt,
Nu o pot pune înapoi și atunci doar tresalt.
Îmi iau înapoi toate rănile și le spăl cu iubire,
Îmi iau înapoi toate gândurile fără să cer despăgubire,
Calc cu tălpile goale pe iarbă cu rouă
Și mă descarc de vină și nu mai sunt două.
Sunt aici și acum și doar în prezent,
Îmi trăiesc viața nu doar un fragment.
Sunt tot eu, dar visez mai departe,
Mă țin de mână îngerii din noapte.
regrete
Le numesc regrete dar le consider amintiri
Primele prietenii și iubiri.
Primele mele sentimente și trăiri,
Rămân niște vechi amintiri.
Regret timpul pierdut și iubirea oferită,
De voi fiind doar irosită și folosită.
Cu ochii plânși ce privesc în mare,
Plutind mari regrete n zare.
Voi oameni meschini,fără niciun destin,
M ați tratat ca pe un om ieftin și străin.
Cu iubire falsa m ați primit,
Și cu ura voastră m ați izgonit.
Noapte când vine și stelele apar,
Regretele cresc în mintea mea bizar,
Cuvintele dansand de dor,
Fara niciun strigat de ajutor.
de preja maria
Alte poezii ale autorului
Cautarea
…Te-am cautat. Unde erai ?
Am deschis usa , casa goala , pustiul dinlauntrul sau ,
O dara de parfum lasata , intr-un colt , o glastra sparta
Miresme imbietoare , te-am savurat pana-n strafunduri
…Te-am cautat. Unde erai ?
Prin munti si vai , si pesteri multe , ai lasat urme , tot necunoscute
Prin firicele de nisip , te-am scapat printre degete ,
Si in adancurile marii , m-am imbatat de dorul tau nebun…
…Te-am cautat. Unde erai ?
Am zburat sus la stele , si Soarele din departare , lumina-mi facu calea
Te-am gasit , sus , pe Luna
Cu sufletul inlacrimat , te-am intrebat :
Te-am cautat, esti bine ?
Zeii
In tristeti sau bucurii , in surasuri sau in plansuri ,
Spune-mi ca nu vei veni ! Si inima mi-o voi opri
Voi cladi castele de nisip , intre valurile marii
Altare voi construi , in adancurile sale
Voi muta muntii la vale , marea ti-o voi aseza in cale
Spune-mi ca nu vei veni ! Si inima mi-o voi opri
Voi urca trepte la cer , le voi lumina de stele ,
voi intinde praf din ele ! Norii ii voi disipa
Zeii ii voi aduna , sa se-nchine in fata ta
Iar daca vei veni , in dans ceresc ne vom uni
Vom avea oaspeti de seama ! Ingerii ne vor canta ,
Sorii se vor minuna , Luna in zare va valsa ,
Cerul se va despica , Dumnezeu va-ncununa
Primavara
Zambesc cu ochii ! Ce vad la mine ?
Ai scos din adancuri, doar prospetime…
Idei si dorinte , ganduri profunde
Ca un ghiocel , timid , printre friguri
Rasarind pur , in al sau anotimp
Prevestind noul , si viata , povesti d’ abia incepute….
Zambesc cu ochii ! Ce vad la mine ?
Verdele crud , pajisti intinse
Toate vestesc prea bine ‘nceputul…
Stoluri de pasari rostind in vazduh
Libertate , creatie , tot e permis !
Zambesc cu ochii , caci ce vad la mine
Sadit inlauntru , e tot pentru tine !
Durere
Nu simt decat durere-n suflet
Acum , ca pleci, e prea tarziu
Lacrimi imi curg pe obraz incet,
Imaginile mintii nu se sterg.
Aveam in fata viata toata,
Sa ne-o traim in doi si poate,
N-ar fi ramas doar ploi si umbre
Dar n-am stiut iubitule , mai multe !
De-as putea pune pe o foaie , toate simtirile reale
Neslefuite nestemate , in dar eu ti le-as da pe toate !
Ramai o amintire vie , regret cernut prin sita vietii
Povestea noastra o sa fie , pururea a tineretii .
De-as mai avea inca o data , o sansa sa te intalnesc
Ti-as spune : viata toata ,fara tine nu vreau sa o traiesc!
Gandul
Plimbam prin firul amintirilor , un gand ce nu-mi da pace
Strapunge incet pana-n adancuri , prinde din urma , tace
La fel ca tine a fugit , prin departate strainataturi
Acum se-ntoarce negresit si a promis sa-si ceara,
Din toate drepturile sale , doar un cuvant si iara,
Ma chinuie incet , in intunericul pustiu launtric
Mi-as scoate inima din piept ,doar nesimtirea sa mai simt
Nu vrea decat sa spuna : iti amintesti? Ce mai nebuna!
Te-a iubit viata toata si insasi ca pe viata
Ar da si ultima suflare in brate sa te tina iara !
Un gand si-atat, ce inocent
Nu vrea sa faca rau , ce-i drept !
Isi cauta dreptatea , si drumul duce doar la tine
Iubitule , adu-ti aminte ,cum m-ai iubit si tu pe mine.
Si e mai mult decat un gand , e insasi sentimentul
Ca te-as putea pierde oricand , dar dorul nu ma lasa
Isi face loc intai ca gand , apoi invaluita-mi fiinta
Si sa nu uiti iubitul meu ,oriunde-ai fi in lume
Aici in coltul lumii eu , te voi iubi pe tine .