Citesc
Citesc de-ale lui Cărtărescu
Lângă biserica adormirii maici domnului
Absorb sângele vărsat pe foaie
Sânge stins, sânge aprins
Oamenii vin, se uita și trec mai departe
Oh, cu toții atât de trecători
Doar unii stau, luptându-se cu timpul
Suflete răzvrătite
Iar eu
Țigareta înecându-mi plămânii
Chopin înecându-mi urechile
Iar el
Înecându-mi mintea
Înecându-mi inima
de S-L Macavei
Categoria: Poezii de dragoste
Toate poeziile autorului: ANONIM
Data postării: 13 august 2023
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Vizualizări: 730
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Străinătatea
Străinătate blestemată
M-ai amăgit că o să pot!
Am ajuns chiar prea departe
Știind că pot să mai înot.
Prin adâncimi m-am scufundat,
Sperai să mă înec...
Dar oceanul liniștit,
Pot încă să-l mai trec.
Am lăsat părinți acasă,
Ce-mi duc dorul neîncetat!
Mai amăgit străinătate
De lângă ei eu am plecat.
Acum suspină sufletul prin lacrimi
Ce se adâncesc în oase.
Să rămâi tu blestemată
Ca-i luat pe toți din case.
Rădăcini îndurerate
Din familii sunt plecate.
Muncesc pentru bani,
rămân doar cu păcate.
Am alergat atâția ani la rând
Doar după bani, am înțeles...
Pe când părinții mei iubiți,
Se roagă pentru al meu succes.
Am ales să merg doar înainte
Fără căi ce nu au sens.
Străinătate blestemată
N-ai avut pe altul de ales?
Mult timp chiar a trecut
probabil că sunt ani.
N-am adunat nimic mai mult,
Decât sudoare și doi bani.
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant în engleză
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant
Pardonne-moi, reviens moi comme avant
Je t'aime trop et je ne peux pas vivre sans toi
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant
Pardonne-moi, reviens moi comme avant
Je t'aime trop et je ne peux pas vivre sans toi
C'était le temps des « je t'aime »
Nous deux on vivait heureux dans nos rêves
C'était le temps des « je t'aime »
Et puis j'ai voulu voler de mes ailes
Je voulais vivre d'autres amours
D'autres « je t'aime », d'autres « toujours »
Mais c'est de toi que je rêvais la nuit mon amour
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant
Pardonne-moi, reviens moi comme avant
Je t'aime trop et je ne peux pas vivre sans toi
C'était vouloir et connaître
Tout de la vie, trop vite peut-être
C'était découvrir la vie
Avec ses peines, ses joies, ses folies
Je voulais vivre comme le temps
Suivre mes heures, vivre au présent
Plus je vivais, plus encore je t'aimais tendrement
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant
Pardonne-moi, reviens moi comme avant
Je t'aime trop et je ne peux pas vivre sans toi.
Forgive me that childish vagary
Forgive me, come back just like before
I love you too much and I can't live without you
Forgive me that childish vagary
Forgive me, come back to me like you used to
I love you too much and I can't live without you
It was the time of "I love you"'s
Both of us lived happily in our dreams
It was the time of "I love you"'s
And then I wanted to stand by my own feet
I wanted to live other loves
Other "I love you"'s, other "forever"
But it was you I was dreaming about, my love
Forgive me that childish vagary
Forgive me, come back to me like you used to
I love you too much and I can't live without you
I wang longing to know
All about life, too fast maybe
It was about discovering life
With its sorrows, its joys, its madness
I wanted to live like the time
Follow my hours, live in the present
The more I lived, the more I loved you tenderly
Forgive me that childish vagary
Forgive me, come back to me like you used to
I love you too much and I can't live without you.
🎤 Ț𝖎𝖓𝖊-𝖒ă î𝖓 𝖛𝖎𝖆𝖙𝖆!
Ți-am scris o scrisoare cand lumea era pe sfarșite.A ta începea,dar a mea se dispersa in cuvinte...
Nu voiam sa stiu cat de mult poate sa doară.Am încercat să culeg fulgii de nea fara sa moară.
Așa că am încetat.Am lăsat ninsoarea să-mi arate calea printre ființe,
Și m am bucurat!Și am lasat tristețea sa mi inunde fața în mii de dorinte.
Era peste tot!Mazgâlit pe cer si-n privire,și pe zambetul meu care ți trezește o singura amintire.
Ma sting incet,pierdut in furtuna de cristale.Arunc cu priviri fierbinti ce ti aduc numai jale.
Vremea imi raceste inima,dar eu sunt un cub de gheata care arde,
Și speră să nu fie uitat în nămeți ca celelalte.
Dacă citești asta,să ști ca țurțurii din pământ au început să iasă!
Îmi scot iubirea astupata la suprafață!
Și ca sa ma găsești ai nevoie de o lumânare!
Semnat:Un străin în furtuna din ninsoare.
Am pus sigiliul pe scrisoare...
Sunt o armă de foc în paradisul tău de gheață,
Ținută sub control doar dacă mi dai speranță.Nu uita de mine!Ț𝖎𝖓𝖊-𝖒ă î𝖓 𝖛𝖎𝖆𝖙𝖆!
Muza care nu știa
Dacă nu era ea, pierdută-ntr-un abis,
Nici eu n-aș fi știut că-n mine stă un vis.
Tristețea pentru ea, ca un foc ascuns,
A pus pe hârtie un dor neajuns.
Ea, muza care n-a știut vreodată
Că-i port în suflet o flacără curată,
Mi-a arătat, fără să vrea, o cale,
Un drum pe care cuvintele sunt tale.
Nu era chipul, nici glasul, nici fapta,
Ci tăcerea ei ce-n mine aștepta
Să fie rostită, să fie cântată,
Durerea ei mi-a fost însemnată.
Din umbra ei s-a născut o lumină,
Cuvinte ce curg dintr-o rană divină.
Fără să știe, ea m-a aprins,
Pasiunea mea din lacrimi s-a întins.
O fi fost reală, un vis sau un fum?
O iluzie pierdută-n al vieții drum?
Nici nu contează, căci eu am simțit,
Și-n scrisul meu, ea n-a murit.
Muza mea tăcută, stinsă sau pierdută,
O parte din tine în mine e cusută.
Tu m-ai făcut să scriu, fără să știi,
O viață-n cuvinte, o lume-n poezii.
Cautare
Eu caut in tine
Fara patima,
O patima mai veche,
Uitata,
Caut o cale spre casa
Si iti arat mereu,
Spre a-ti cere iertare,
Cat de aproape pot fi
Cateodata,
De visele tale.
Your smile, Our future
As from work I came back home,
And stood in front of my door,
I noticed a small envelope on the floor,
It was about an event, not here in Rome.
It was an invitation to a dance,
A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.
It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,
And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.
The envelope had such a powerful smell,
As to read I begin, it made my head spin.
At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,
It was as if I was under a sort of spell.
Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,
It was stamped with a single name, Dery.
Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…
It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?
The day of the party grew nearer,
And things started to become clearer.
It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,
This was probably how someone got their kick.
I wanted to look up the party online,
But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.
Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,
That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.
I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,
I was happy with my decision when I saw who,
Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.
The richest men and women from their cars would descend.
Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,
For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.
It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,
But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.
The music was blaring all around the yard,
Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.
We were all asked inside the ball-room,
I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.
Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.
I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.
As if it was so close that I could hear,
Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.
I stopped and went away from the crowd,
In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,
I looked and looked but around me was naught.
I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.
The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,
We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.
The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,
And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.
My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,
The person who came down the stairs,
Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.
She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.
As I was the only alone one,
I really stuck out as the sore thumb,
When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,
But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.
The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,
As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.
But before I could understand my circumstance,
She took me by the wrist and made us twist.
She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,
Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.
The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,
Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.
She gave me her first smile of the night,
With a deep look into the eyes,
I didn't stop to think of what that implies,
Because at first sight, everything felt just right.
But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,
My instinct told me that I had seen her before,
It was as if something from me she was concealing.
She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…
She had the gentleness of a red aster,
And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,
She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.
Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.
Step by step, we entered into the limelight,
The only couple who the speed could withstand,
I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,
She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.
As we released each other, everyone stood aside,
The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,
Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.
There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.
I was almost exhausted to death,
But she didn't even seem affected,
And after herself she had quickly collected,
With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.
I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.
Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!
She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.
Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.
Two servants quickly rushed behind her,
Before one came to tell me,
"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.
" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."
It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,
Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.
And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,
As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."
" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "
Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,
' I could swear there was no one there'.
" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."
I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,
But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,
" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"
" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."
I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,
" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."
" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "
She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.
" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."
I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,
" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "
Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.
" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "
" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."
" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"
" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials. "
' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '
" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."
" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "
" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "
" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"
' Pain? What are you even talking about? '
" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"
" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."
" I have examined thou for a very long time, "
" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "
" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"
" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "
" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"
" You just left me, without any warning…"
" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"
" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"
" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended. "
" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"
'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '
' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'
"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "
"But I hath given this much consideration."
"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"
"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."
"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"
"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"
"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."
"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."
"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"
"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."
'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'
"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."
So now, your decision please make
----
Drink the tea
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,
She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.
"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…
----
Leave
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,
With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…
…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.
Străinătatea
Străinătate blestemată
M-ai amăgit că o să pot!
Am ajuns chiar prea departe
Știind că pot să mai înot.
Prin adâncimi m-am scufundat,
Sperai să mă înec...
Dar oceanul liniștit,
Pot încă să-l mai trec.
Am lăsat părinți acasă,
Ce-mi duc dorul neîncetat!
Mai amăgit străinătate
De lângă ei eu am plecat.
Acum suspină sufletul prin lacrimi
Ce se adâncesc în oase.
Să rămâi tu blestemată
Ca-i luat pe toți din case.
Rădăcini îndurerate
Din familii sunt plecate.
Muncesc pentru bani,
rămân doar cu păcate.
Am alergat atâția ani la rând
Doar după bani, am înțeles...
Pe când părinții mei iubiți,
Se roagă pentru al meu succes.
Am ales să merg doar înainte
Fără căi ce nu au sens.
Străinătate blestemată
N-ai avut pe altul de ales?
Mult timp chiar a trecut
probabil că sunt ani.
N-am adunat nimic mai mult,
Decât sudoare și doi bani.
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant în engleză
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant
Pardonne-moi, reviens moi comme avant
Je t'aime trop et je ne peux pas vivre sans toi
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant
Pardonne-moi, reviens moi comme avant
Je t'aime trop et je ne peux pas vivre sans toi
C'était le temps des « je t'aime »
Nous deux on vivait heureux dans nos rêves
C'était le temps des « je t'aime »
Et puis j'ai voulu voler de mes ailes
Je voulais vivre d'autres amours
D'autres « je t'aime », d'autres « toujours »
Mais c'est de toi que je rêvais la nuit mon amour
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant
Pardonne-moi, reviens moi comme avant
Je t'aime trop et je ne peux pas vivre sans toi
C'était vouloir et connaître
Tout de la vie, trop vite peut-être
C'était découvrir la vie
Avec ses peines, ses joies, ses folies
Je voulais vivre comme le temps
Suivre mes heures, vivre au présent
Plus je vivais, plus encore je t'aimais tendrement
Pardonne-moi ce caprice d'enfant
Pardonne-moi, reviens moi comme avant
Je t'aime trop et je ne peux pas vivre sans toi.
Forgive me that childish vagary
Forgive me, come back just like before
I love you too much and I can't live without you
Forgive me that childish vagary
Forgive me, come back to me like you used to
I love you too much and I can't live without you
It was the time of "I love you"'s
Both of us lived happily in our dreams
It was the time of "I love you"'s
And then I wanted to stand by my own feet
I wanted to live other loves
Other "I love you"'s, other "forever"
But it was you I was dreaming about, my love
Forgive me that childish vagary
Forgive me, come back to me like you used to
I love you too much and I can't live without you
I wang longing to know
All about life, too fast maybe
It was about discovering life
With its sorrows, its joys, its madness
I wanted to live like the time
Follow my hours, live in the present
The more I lived, the more I loved you tenderly
Forgive me that childish vagary
Forgive me, come back to me like you used to
I love you too much and I can't live without you.
🎤 Ț𝖎𝖓𝖊-𝖒ă î𝖓 𝖛𝖎𝖆𝖙𝖆!
Ți-am scris o scrisoare cand lumea era pe sfarșite.A ta începea,dar a mea se dispersa in cuvinte...
Nu voiam sa stiu cat de mult poate sa doară.Am încercat să culeg fulgii de nea fara sa moară.
Așa că am încetat.Am lăsat ninsoarea să-mi arate calea printre ființe,
Și m am bucurat!Și am lasat tristețea sa mi inunde fața în mii de dorinte.
Era peste tot!Mazgâlit pe cer si-n privire,și pe zambetul meu care ți trezește o singura amintire.
Ma sting incet,pierdut in furtuna de cristale.Arunc cu priviri fierbinti ce ti aduc numai jale.
Vremea imi raceste inima,dar eu sunt un cub de gheata care arde,
Și speră să nu fie uitat în nămeți ca celelalte.
Dacă citești asta,să ști ca țurțurii din pământ au început să iasă!
Îmi scot iubirea astupata la suprafață!
Și ca sa ma găsești ai nevoie de o lumânare!
Semnat:Un străin în furtuna din ninsoare.
Am pus sigiliul pe scrisoare...
Sunt o armă de foc în paradisul tău de gheață,
Ținută sub control doar dacă mi dai speranță.Nu uita de mine!Ț𝖎𝖓𝖊-𝖒ă î𝖓 𝖛𝖎𝖆𝖙𝖆!
Muza care nu știa
Dacă nu era ea, pierdută-ntr-un abis,
Nici eu n-aș fi știut că-n mine stă un vis.
Tristețea pentru ea, ca un foc ascuns,
A pus pe hârtie un dor neajuns.
Ea, muza care n-a știut vreodată
Că-i port în suflet o flacără curată,
Mi-a arătat, fără să vrea, o cale,
Un drum pe care cuvintele sunt tale.
Nu era chipul, nici glasul, nici fapta,
Ci tăcerea ei ce-n mine aștepta
Să fie rostită, să fie cântată,
Durerea ei mi-a fost însemnată.
Din umbra ei s-a născut o lumină,
Cuvinte ce curg dintr-o rană divină.
Fără să știe, ea m-a aprins,
Pasiunea mea din lacrimi s-a întins.
O fi fost reală, un vis sau un fum?
O iluzie pierdută-n al vieții drum?
Nici nu contează, căci eu am simțit,
Și-n scrisul meu, ea n-a murit.
Muza mea tăcută, stinsă sau pierdută,
O parte din tine în mine e cusută.
Tu m-ai făcut să scriu, fără să știi,
O viață-n cuvinte, o lume-n poezii.
Cautare
Eu caut in tine
Fara patima,
O patima mai veche,
Uitata,
Caut o cale spre casa
Si iti arat mereu,
Spre a-ti cere iertare,
Cat de aproape pot fi
Cateodata,
De visele tale.
Your smile, Our future
As from work I came back home,
And stood in front of my door,
I noticed a small envelope on the floor,
It was about an event, not here in Rome.
It was an invitation to a dance,
A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.
It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,
And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.
The envelope had such a powerful smell,
As to read I begin, it made my head spin.
At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,
It was as if I was under a sort of spell.
Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,
It was stamped with a single name, Dery.
Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…
It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?
The day of the party grew nearer,
And things started to become clearer.
It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,
This was probably how someone got their kick.
I wanted to look up the party online,
But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.
Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,
That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.
I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,
I was happy with my decision when I saw who,
Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.
The richest men and women from their cars would descend.
Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,
For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.
It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,
But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.
The music was blaring all around the yard,
Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.
We were all asked inside the ball-room,
I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.
Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.
I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.
As if it was so close that I could hear,
Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.
I stopped and went away from the crowd,
In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,
I looked and looked but around me was naught.
I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.
The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,
We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.
The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,
And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.
My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,
The person who came down the stairs,
Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.
She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.
As I was the only alone one,
I really stuck out as the sore thumb,
When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,
But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.
The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,
As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.
But before I could understand my circumstance,
She took me by the wrist and made us twist.
She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,
Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.
The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,
Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.
She gave me her first smile of the night,
With a deep look into the eyes,
I didn't stop to think of what that implies,
Because at first sight, everything felt just right.
But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,
My instinct told me that I had seen her before,
It was as if something from me she was concealing.
She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…
She had the gentleness of a red aster,
And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,
She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.
Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.
Step by step, we entered into the limelight,
The only couple who the speed could withstand,
I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,
She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.
As we released each other, everyone stood aside,
The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,
Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.
There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.
I was almost exhausted to death,
But she didn't even seem affected,
And after herself she had quickly collected,
With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.
I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.
Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!
She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.
Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.
Two servants quickly rushed behind her,
Before one came to tell me,
"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.
" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."
It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,
Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.
And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,
As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."
" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "
Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,
' I could swear there was no one there'.
" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."
I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,
But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,
" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"
" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."
I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,
" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."
" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "
She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.
" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."
I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,
" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "
Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.
" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "
" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."
" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"
" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials. "
' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '
" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."
" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "
" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "
" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"
' Pain? What are you even talking about? '
" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"
" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."
" I have examined thou for a very long time, "
" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "
" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"
" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "
" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"
" You just left me, without any warning…"
" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"
" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"
" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended. "
" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"
'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '
' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'
"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "
"But I hath given this much consideration."
"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"
"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."
"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"
"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"
"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."
"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."
"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"
"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."
'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'
"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."
So now, your decision please make
----
Drink the tea
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,
She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.
"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…
----
Leave
As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,
I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,
With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…
…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.
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E totul de pomana?
De ce durerea te patrunde
Cand pare ca n-are pe unde
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Doar sa ne amintim
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Doar când eram împreună...
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Și cât de mult am stat fără tine
Și cât de rău mi a parut
Și mi plăcea tare de tine
Țineam la tine atât de mult..
În seara asta nu mai oftez că nu vorbim
Ai în plan să mi aduci un fir de trandafir
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Îmi dai senzația ca tu vrei sa creștem un copil
Și asa mult îmi place de tine..
Mai mult decât oricine
Și lumea e rea și ne judecă pe amândoi
Hai să ne scriem problemele, și sa dăm foc acelor foi
Și totul va dispărea, și va fi doar tu și noi
Și curcubeul va apărea, și subiectul va fi tot despre noi
Parcă nu mai am nici o frica de când vorbesc cu tine iar
Parcă mesajele sunt doar de amintire
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Iubeam ce aveam în mintea mea, ceea ce credeam că am putea fi și nu am fost
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Iubeam să plâng de fericire când mă gândeam că te-aș avea
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Iubeam gândul ca m-ai fi dorit lângă tine
Iubeam florile pe care mi le-ai dat
Iubeam să cred că te-ai gândit la mine
Iubeam o posibilă iubire, neștiind că nu te iubeam pe tine
Iubeam un gând, un suflet ce-l aveam în mine
Iubeam să cred că tu-i dai viața, era decât o fantezie
Iubeam să cred că te iubesc, intens si plin de haos
Iubeam să îmi imaginez, că suntem suflete pereche
Iubeam ce nu eram și nu vom fi, poate în niciun univers
Iubeam ceva ce s-a sfârșit, dar nu te iubeam pe tine.
Fragil
Fiinta fragila ce pari a fi de piatra,
De ce te sfarmi la o adiere pala
Cand emani atata forta..
E totul de pomana?
De ce durerea te patrunde
Cand pare ca n-are pe unde
De ce-i lasi libera cale desi armele-ti sunt in garda
Cine.. cine-a lasat-o sa cada..
Două surori
Ea a străbătut palate,
A mai învățat și carte,
Dar ce folos?
Când ea nu știe,
Cine-i Împăratul bun?
Sora ei e mai prostuță,
Nu prea pleacă din oraș,
Dar ea știe cine-i Domnul,
Împărat de împărați!
Ce folos, că pe Pământ
Tu ești bun și-ți trăiești viața,
Dacă încă n-ai aflat,
Cine oare te-a creat?
Curcubeu
Ploaia se revarsă, liniștit în curte,
Pelerina, cizme de cauciuc
Și într-o vreme scurtă
Pe stradă eu străluc.
„E cam înnourat”
Spun cu plictiseală,
Dar se vede ceva luminat,
De sub nori, cu îndrăzneală.
Este soare dulce
Care în dans cu ploaie
Produce o minune,
După vremea amară.
Multicolor și preafrumos,
Un curcubeu apare.
După orice spăimos,
Vine-o sărbătoare.
Gânduri în noapte
Singur în noapte,
Am decis sa trec la fapte.
Sa te uit întâi pe tine
Apoi sa îmi vad de mine,
Am ales sa uit de tot
Sa nu ma gândesc ce nu pot
Am zis ca o sa reușesc
Dar simt ca ma prăbușesc...
Erai tot ce mai aveam
Doar cu tine eu zâmbeam
Dar era cazul sa pleci
Amândoi eram cam seci.
Ne iubeam destul de mult
Dar ne am oprit la un sărut
N ai simțit ca s potrivit
Poate nu ne a fost menit.
Ne iubeam fix ca în cărți,
Dar ne regăseam în hărți
În hărți nemâncate
Cu drumuri înfundate,
Unde nu ne întâlnim
Doar sa ne amintim
Ca ne regăseam în lună,
Doar când eram împreună...
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Și cât de mult am stat fără tine
Și cât de rău mi a parut
Și mi plăcea tare de tine
Țineam la tine atât de mult..
În seara asta nu mai oftez că nu vorbim
Ai în plan să mi aduci un fir de trandafir
Așa e? Sau doar e imaginația mea ?
Că răspunsul tău, fiori îmi va da..
Și acum mă bucur că vorbim din nou
Vorbim despre tot până și de noi
Cum am ajuns iar să vorbim
Îmi dai senzația ca tu vrei sa creștem un copil
Și asa mult îmi place de tine..
Mai mult decât oricine
Și lumea e rea și ne judecă pe amândoi
Hai să ne scriem problemele, și sa dăm foc acelor foi
Și totul va dispărea, și va fi doar tu și noi
Și curcubeul va apărea, și subiectul va fi tot despre noi
Parcă nu mai am nici o frica de când vorbesc cu tine iar
Parcă mesajele sunt doar de amintire
M as bucura tare sa ne aducem aminte peste 10 ani
Cum copii noștri vor spune
,, așa comunicau mami cu tati cândva"
de Rotariu Roxana Ariana
Te iubeam, dar nu pe tine…
Te iubeam, dar nu pe tine…
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Iubeam ce aveam în mintea mea, ceea ce credeam că am putea fi și nu am fost
Iubeam atenția pe care voiam sa mi-o oferi, iubeam cuvintele pe care nu le-ai spus dar aș fi sperat să spui
Iubeam ceva ce nu era, ceea ce credeam că ești, dar nu avea cum sa devină
Iubeam ideea iubirii tale care ar crește la gândul că mă vei vedea
Iubeam idei și așteptări, speranțe false create de o copila
Iubeam să cred că te-ai putea schimba
Iubeam să plâng de fericire când mă gândeam că te-aș avea
Iubeam ce simțeam când te priveam
Iubeam gândul ca m-ai fi dorit lângă tine
Iubeam florile pe care mi le-ai dat
Iubeam să cred că te-ai gândit la mine
Iubeam o posibilă iubire, neștiind că nu te iubeam pe tine
Iubeam un gând, un suflet ce-l aveam în mine
Iubeam să cred că tu-i dai viața, era decât o fantezie
Iubeam să cred că te iubesc, intens si plin de haos
Iubeam să îmi imaginez, că suntem suflete pereche
Iubeam ce nu eram și nu vom fi, poate în niciun univers
Iubeam ceva ce s-a sfârșit, dar nu te iubeam pe tine.