Amor,amor, amor

De nu-ți voi spune ale amorului cuvinte,

De voi lăsa ziua să zboare iar Precum suratele ei fac mereu,

Să nu bag clipele în seamă,

Iar timpului să nu-i mai recunosc valoarea,

Nici calendarului să-i dau vreun ban,

Să nu-mi mai pese de nimic în lumea asta rece, trecătoare

Să mă prefac precum un bolovan,

Ei bine eu aleg să fiu o ființă vie,

Să-ți spun într-una Te iubesc

Și iar și iar același infinit rostogolit,

Știind la fel de bine ca și tine,

Că doar amorul sincer

Nu vrea s-audă de sfârșit,

Aleg o altă zi,adică astăzi

Să te iubesc declarativ!

(30 ian 2024 Vasilica dragostea mea)

Al carei iubiri sunt astăzi prizonier?

Nu despre tine fac acum vorbire,

Iubita mea cea blândă?

Sunt eu captiv al frumuseții tale fără vreun sfârșit

Cuprins de încleștarea gesturilor îngerești

Și subjugat de tine ?

Sunt oare fericit stiindu-mă prins

Precum e peștele-n năvod,

Zbatându-mă cuprins de multele nedumeriri

Și temeri ce dragostea le-aduce?

Da,sunt fericit iubindu-te pe tine,

Căci nu-i mai dulce lucru pe pământ,

Decât să stau încătușat de tine!

(7 feb 2024 Vasilica dragostea mea)

Vasilica tu ești dragostea mea!

Ce mult aș vrea

Să-ti fiu și eu ceva,

Nu mă-ntreba ce...

Poate vântul sau ploaia

Ori norii sau zăpada ce-o calci agale-n picioare,

Sa-ți sărut talpa și ochii

Crezând că moartea pe noi ne pierde,ne uită..

Iar viața mea ți-o fac cadou de ziua ta..

Nu-i glumă doar priveste-ți oglinda,

În chipul tău stau și eu,

Fie și-o clipă ce trece aevea,

Tu stând în gândul meu,

Sau în visele ce par vii..

Știi tu,parcă ți-am mai spus,

Te voi răpi cu armăsarul meu înaripat,

Deasupra norilor în zbor

Te voi duce către insula mea,

Tu râzând nebunește,

Eu cantând refrenul de mine scornit

Vasilica dragostea mea...

Parcă te-aud plângând în trecut,

Tristețe a fost,

Acum timpul are alt rost

Ce-a fost, astăzi e mort,

Prezentul zâmbește

Zâmbește-i și tu,

Uitarea vorbește ceva,

Ce ne pasă nouă de furtuna apusă,

De ce-i dus sau apus,

Vasilica dragostea mea!

(24 ian 2024 Vasilica dragostea mea)

Cei ce cred că iubirea-i zgomot

Sau paradă cu fanfară militară

Cu daruri din aur,cumparată

Cu alte cuvinte furată

Cu mulă emfază,exagerări în cascadă,

Fățarnică dovadă de suprafață

Ei bine,se-nșală!

Iubirea-i suferința în tăcere,

E simplă,curată,frumoasă de la prima vedere,

Nimic nu cere,

Pășește pe cale domol,

Fără vorbe-ncrezute ori slute

Vrea să sărute obrazul iubitei

Și-atât!

(13 februarie 2024 Vasilica dragostea mea)

E treaba mea sau trebuie să-ți spun și ție,

De ce iubirea ți-am dăruit,

Sau ce se-ascunde in spatele tăcerii tale,

Când totuși de la Radu Vodă ai glăsuit,

Și-ai aruncat văzduhului frumosul tău,

Un strigăt de iubire nesfârșit,

Ce inima pe loc mi-a săgetat...

Și totuși cred ca Sfinții mi-au vorbit...

Știind atunci că tu ești absolutul meu,

Iubirea vieții mele..

Știu însă că valurile mării mi-au șoptit,

Tu fără glas mi-ai glăsuit,

Sau cine știe cine-a fost,

Ascunsă taină a rămas,

Am început să te iubesc,

Căzut fiind în nesfârșitul infinit,

Eu te iubesc și iarăși te iubesc!

(27 februarie 2024 Vasilica dragostea mea)

Iubita mea fără egal,

Degeaba-ncerci să mă alungi,

Eu sunt ca frunza-n vânt ce tot revine

Ce se lipește infinit de tine...

Văzut-ai frunzele cum mor și intră în pământ,

Ca mai apoi să tot revină iarăși,

Aceleași frunze colorate dar și moi,

Așa e dragostea mea ce ne vrea pe-amândoi,

Iubita mea nu încerca să fugi de mine

Mă voi întoarce iar si iar la tine,

Ca nori sau ploaie sau mai degrabă vânt

Să te sărut fără să știi fără rostire de cuvânt!

(2 feb 2024 Vasilica dragostea mea)

Le spun că te iubesc

Lor, vântului, ierbii, norilor, stropilor de ploaie,

Până și unui străin ceresc,

La care mă rog ca tu să simți poate, ce urmează să-ți vorbesc.

Le spun că , deși nu ești acum cu mine,

Și că ea îți aparține,

Într-o zi, cu tine am să-nfăptuiesc.

Și nu am de gând să greșesc,

Căci cu tine vreau sa cresc.

Le spun că te iubesc

Zi și noapte,

Îmi spun că trăncănesc,

Degeaba.

Însă știu și sper

Și mă gândesc și mă consum

Și aștept să vii orișicum

La mine.

O scrisoare de dragoste intarziata , asta vrea sa fie acest text..Nu uitata ci doar amanata, ca zapada pe care tot o asteptam dar nu apare.

 Sa nu crezi ca am uitat de "perfectul" compus de noi,

 Si ca mi am setat sa am o relatie cu 3 ecrane mari si un caiet cu foi.

 Ele sunt doar unelte, scule ce aduc speranta si succes in timp, daca nu le las jos; 

 Le tin in mana stanga iar in dreapta te cuibaresti tu frumos. 

 Gabriela, stiu ca pe sfoara timpului imi tin greu echilibrul si "trag spre stanga" uneori,

 As vrea sa am un mers "drept" prin viata, ghidat de surasul tau inganat de privighetori.

  Prietena mea, ma bucur ca ne distram, radem si alergam in timp ce pisicile sar pe masa;

  Ne simtim atat de comozi ca oriunde in lume ne am odihnii s ar numi "casa".

 Iubirea mea eterna, in acest spatiu lasat de atingeri care nu si au mai avut locul... 

sarutari amanate si zguduiri carnale rare, triumfator mocneste focul.

 Te sarut mereu in minte cand corpul meu alearga in cerc , iar in fiecare seara strang lumea toata in brate cand te cuprind la piept.. 

In casa imi canta pasari cand te pui pe vorbit, Imi e doar mie mai greu sa fac fata acestui ciripit. Iar cand trupurile noastre se impletesc nu mai e nevoie de curent, lumina, apa..nu mai depindem de necesitatile umane.. ne dezbracam de corpuri si supravietuim doar in acel moment etern apasat de timp. Sarutarile pasionale ne aduc apa care alunga seceta din noi, carnea ta pe carnea mea produce energie cat pentru doi sori,  

lasam cu ochii inchisi trupurile animalice sa ravaseasca patul, in timp ce Noi privim dintr un colt de rai pacatul.

Aș vrea

Dacă s-ar putea

Să mai vină mama pe la mine,

Să  merg eu pe la ea

Din îmbrățișarea ei să-mi dea

Curaj, speranță

Și zâmbetul ei de dimineață

 

Dacă s-ar putea

Aș vrea

Și sărutul de noapte bună

Să mi-l mai dea…

 

Aș vrea

Dacă s-ar putea, să-i spun

Ce grea e ziua fără EA…
Aș vrea, dacă s-ar putea …

As from work I came back home,

And stood in front of my door,

I noticed a small envelope on the floor,

It was about an event, not here in Rome.

It was an invitation to a dance,

A waltz in San Marino, in the three towers.

It said, to arrive between the nights hours, with flowers,

And not to leave your apperance to chance, make sure to bring your best glance.

The envelope had such a powerful smell,

As to read I begin, it made my head spin.

At the same time, it was slowly pulling me in,

It was as if I was under a sort of spell.

Inside, a letter with a small kiss at the end,

It was stamped with a single name,  Dery.

Both in a red so dark-it's origin I couldn't comprehend…

It wasn't the juice of any berry but maybe, a black cherry?

The day of the party grew nearer,

And things started to become clearer.

It must have been some sort of elaborate trick,

This was probably how someone got their kick.

I wanted to look up the party online,

But I couldn't find anything that to the date would align.

Intrigue was taking over me and with myself, I could agree,

That I needed to go and what this was about, to see.

I decided to wear my best, navy blue with the black hue,

I was happy with my decision when I saw who,

Was going to attend and how much they were able to spend.

The richest men and women from their cars would descend.

Some of the wealthiest people of the world gathered,

For an event I didn't even know about, let alone how much it actually mattered.

It seemed like the biggest thing of the year,

But it would appear, that online no one knew what was going on here.

The music was blaring all around the yard,

Although there was no sight of any sort of guard.

We were all asked inside the ball-room,

I was wondering how Dery our night would try to illume.

Suddenly, a thunder sounded like it cracked the sky.

I had a feeling that something dark was nigh.

As if it was so close that I could hear,

Whispering in my ear, to it drawing me near.

I stopped and went away from the crowd,

In the mirror I saw something, to myself I thought,

I looked and looked but around me was naught.

I continued and to myself that by nothing I will be scared I avowed.

The room was massive, it even had a mezzanine floor,

We were all invited to drinks and the party started to roar.

The wine was exquisite, it had clearly been aged for a while,

And as the music changed, our host came down the stairs with a slight smile.

My jaw dropped when I saw who in front of us stopped,

The person who came down the stairs,

Looked like out of a movie she had been cropped.

She declared the party open, requesting us to stop from our affairs and form pairs.

As I was the only alone one,

I really stuck out as the sore thumb,

When by her eyes I was found, I wanted to run,

But she beckoned me and my legs felt numb.

The sound of her stilettos drowned out the ceaseless dance,

As she spun around the crowd, as if she was in a shroud, of mist.

But before I could understand my circumstance,

She took me by the wrist and made us twist.

She was dazzling to all who laid eyes upon her,

Wearing a long red dress but not leaving much for me to guess.

The way her olive skin, brown eyes and freckled cheeks her beauty would confer was leaving my mind in an endless blur,

Barely able to convalesce, with haste I grabbed her hand and waist, trying to impress.

She gave me her first smile of the night,

With a deep look into the eyes,

I didn't stop to think of what that implies,

Because at first sight, everything felt just right.

But suddenly, I had the strangest feeling,

My instinct told me that I had seen her before,

It was as if something from me she was concealing.

She reminded me of someone I used to adore, the way she moved, the things she wore…

She had the gentleness of a red aster,

And as the crescendo was quickly approaching,

She on my chest was intentionally encroaching.

Faster, and please hold your partners closer, said the choirmaster.

Step by step, we entered into the limelight,

The only couple who the speed could withstand,

I grabbed her hand, trying to make the last move truly grand,

She understood, held me tight and let me take her to another height.

As we released each other, everyone stood aside,

The cheers of the crowd were like those of a choir,

Now, it was clear, between us, there was a fire.

There was no emotion left to hide, her smile was just as bright as the moon outside.

I was almost exhausted to death,

But she didn't even seem affected,

And after herself she had quickly collected,

With her next breath she whispered a shibboleth.

I knew the dialect but barely remembered the word.

Her lips slowly mumbled the phrase: Hazırlayın!

She could tell that not only I had heard but it's meaning I had inferred.

Not staying, she slowly went up the steps, her message clearly conveying.

Two servants quickly rushed behind her,

Before one came to tell me,

"Our mistress at the top wishes to see thee.

" Please make your way to the stairs, sir."

It hit me, as I entered the room at the top of the tower,

Everything smelled of orris, more expensive than anything aurous.

And on the bed, a tag attached to a small but gorgeous red flower,

As a chorus, we both read "Scadoxus multiflorus."

" Maybe you know what type it is? What it's called I mean. "

Her voice seemed to come out of no-where,

' I could swear there was no one there'.

" On the name your ideas have to convene, it'll make sense of everything you've seen."

I tried, I wanted to scream, to yell, to shout,

But she grabbed me before my mouth I could move,

" Shush now, you've got nothing more to prove,"

" I am ecstatic you finally figured it out."

I tried to open my mouth but no words would come out,

" I shall allow you to speak but shhhh..not too loud."

" I ask of thee not to offer me any reason your integrity to doubt. "

She snapped her fingers but I said naught aloud, maybe I was just too proud.

" Thou in sooth have nothing to say? Very well, then at least offer me a dance."

I grabbed her hand and waist once more and started slow,

" I don't suppose there's any chance but is this about a romance? "

Her eyes began to glow as we danced to the music below.

" So tell me now, are you a vampire of yore? "

" Thou ought not to name any lady that way, she says as at me she smiles."

" Although yes, from before-Europe Suleiman to conquer swore,"

" Hence I barely escaped the body piles from the Carmonica trials.  "

' So tell me, dear lady what is your name? Dery must surely not be it. '

" Ah, thou hath to notice, thou is only half right."

" Derya is not my birthname, only one my situation to befit. "

" Then, Derya, if to ask I might, what is the flower in our sight? "

" 'Tis here so thou canst avoid the pain…"

' Pain? What are you even talking about? '

" Thou didn't think I brought thee here in vain…"

" Thou are here for a reason, for that there should be no doubt."

" I have examined thou for a very long time, "

" We have met before…a long time back, ten years ago, "

" I wished to help thee grow but life happened and I had to go,"

" Thou were twenty five then, in your prime. "

" You mean…Aysel? Is that really you?"

" You just left me, without any warning…"

" I woke up that day and you were gone by the morning…"

" Why? I still have no clue…that was 5 years of us that you just threw…"

" Thou were too young my motives to comprehended.  "

" Thou were afraid of thine future, of us becoming more,"

'Did you ever try your mistake to amend? I thought my search will never end… '

' How is that fair to me? My heart it tore, it hurt me to my core.'

"I was frightened that eternity with me you wouldn't want to spend… "

"But I hath given this much consideration."

"Thus I am offering you a choice, how to live thy live and its duration,"

"Drink from the tea on that table and your mortal life will end."

"From the sun you will have to hide and the hunters that will constantly be a thorn in your side,"

"Thy life will be one of knowledge and power,"

"But with misery and despair the Earth you'll scour."

"Doth not worry, thou will have a bride who through this life will guide."

"Thou may take thy leave now although we shall never meet again,"

"Our love you'll have to finally forfeit and forget."

'And yet, how long has it been since someone like me you've met?'

"To my disdain, beloved, centuries have passed in vain."

So now, your decision please make

----

Drink the tea

As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,

I didn't want to lose the pace as I bring the tea to my face,

She grabs my neck and whispers in my ear.

"I love you"…I said 'I love you too' with no fear…

----

Leave

As our bodies unclasp from each others warm embrace,

I saw the sadness in her face as I made to leave that place,

With a smile I weaved through the crowd, the dance…

…Knowing it wouldn't be by chance...that my life to something better would advance.

La geamul tău,adesea eu stăteam,
Și speram,la o urmă de iubire
Pe care știam,
Că o meritam.

Te-am rugat să mă lași înăuntru,
Dar tu ai crezut,
Că nu sunt destul de bun
Așa că m-ai urât.

Lumina lunii se lasă ușor,
Pe geamul tău cel închis
Și eu odată cu ea,
Încerc să-l deschid.

Amândoi încercăm să te luminăm
Cu tot ce avem mai bun,
Dar tu preferi să ne ignori,
Dar să ne urăști n-ai cum.

Peste cap îmi este dată viața,

De când ai hotărât să pleci,

Privesc fereastra dimineața,

Sperând că poate pe drum treci

Mă-ndrept spre geam și seara,

Dorind să-apari în pragul porții,

Dar nu te văd și trist trag sfoara,

Să cadă draperia, în liniștea nopții

Petrec mult timp cu ochiul pe fereastră,

De dimineață până seara târziu,

Făra-nțelege despărțirea noastră,

Și cum iubirea, s-a dus pe pustiu

Încerc să-mi răspund la întrebări,

Și unde, când, care din noi a greșit

De ce-am cedat așa ușor la provocări,

Când nimic nu anunța că s-a sfârșit

Încă mai cred în tot ce ne-a unit,

În dragoste, fără niciun suspin,

Și că putem ierta, de ne-am mințit,

Și numele să ni-l păstrăm..în buletin!

Scrisă de Cezar!

Pe curând!