Eternitatea
Asa cum stelele sclipesc, sa sti ca te iubesc.
Asa cum luna sta ascunsa, și spera ca si soarele
Sa fie a ei muza, și sa cânte vioarele.
Muzica sufletului gol, se da dea dura rostogol
Și în inima vibrează, sperând ca nu visează.
Când a ei speranța moare, frumusețea și răsare.
Când dispari încetișor, sa sti ca mi este dor.
Fără tine nu exist, nimeni nu ma mai observa.
În eternitate eu sunt trist, sunt doar o simpla rezerva.
O reflexie a ta, sunt si voi fi mereu.
Nu voi sta în calea ta, când ajungi la apogeu.
Asa cum stelele sclipesc, sa ști ca te iubesc.
Asa cum soarele lucește, sa sti ca te iubește
Categoria: Poezii despre natura
Toate poeziile autorului: Sophia&Irina
Data postării: 19 martie 2024
Vizualizări: 582
Poezii din aceiaşi categorie
Poate gasesc flori!
Am fost ieri prin pădure,
Să văd și să culeg o floare,
Și vântul rece mi-a suflat,
..ai grijă, e răcoare
M-am cățărat pe-o stâncă-naltă,
Floarea de colț să o găsesc,
Și norocos în schimb am fost,
..capra pe pisc să o zăresc
Am coborât ușor la vale,
Apă să beau de la izvor,
Și-am constatat că la secat,
..căldura lui ,, cuptor"
Toamna trecută n-am putut,
Călătorii să fac pe munte,
Motivu-a-fost că am căzut,
..alunecând pe-o punte
Pe munte voi urca din nou,
Când voi avea picior de drum,
Urcarea să mi-o fac cadou,
..la primăvară, cred acum
..și,
Frumoasă e pădurea,
Văzută de pe munte,
Și capra săltăreață,
Venind să se adape,
..când apa-i nesecată!
Melancolie de George Bacovia în germană
Melancolie
Ce chiot, ce vaiet în toamnă...
Şi codrul sălbatec vuieşte -
Răsună-n coclauri un bucium,
Şi doina mai jalnic porneşte.
- Ascultă, tu, bine, iubito,
Nu plânge şi nu-ţi fie teamă -
Ascultă cum greu, din adâncuri,
Pământul la dânsul ne cheamă...
Melancholie
Was für ein Stumpf, was für ein Wehklagen im Herbst...
Und der wilde Wald heult -
In den Hörschnecken ertönt ein Knall,
Und die Dame beginnt mitleiderregender.
- Hör zu, du, gut, Schatz,
Weine nicht und habe keine Angst -
Hören Sie, wie hart aus der Tiefe
Die Erde ruft uns zu ihm...
Luna
𝒪𝒽,𝒯𝓊 𝒾𝓊𝒷𝒾𝓉𝒶̆ ℒ𝓊𝓃𝒶̆,
𝓅𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓉ℯ𝓃𝒶 𝓅𝒶̆𝓂𝒶̂𝓃𝓉ℯ𝓃𝒾𝓁ℴ𝓇,
𝓅ℯ 𝓁𝒶 𝒶 𝓂ℯ𝒶 𝒻ℯ𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓈𝓉𝓇𝒶̆ 𝒶𝒾 𝒻ℴ𝓈𝓉 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝓅 𝒹ℯ-ℴ 𝓁𝓊𝓃𝒶̆,
𝓉𝒶̆𝓂𝒶̆𝒹𝓊𝒾𝓉ℴ𝒶𝓇ℯ 𝒻𝒾𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓊-𝓂𝒾 𝒶 𝓉𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓇ℴ𝓇 𝓇𝒶̆𝓃𝒾𝓁ℴ𝓇.
ℛ𝒶𝓏ℯ𝓁ℯ 𝒯𝒶𝓁ℯ...𝒶𝓉𝒶̂𝓉 𝒹ℯ 𝓋ℯ𝒹ℯ𝓇ℴ𝒶𝓈ℯ
𝒶𝓊 𝓅𝒶̆𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓃𝓈 𝒸ℴ𝓂𝓅𝓁ℯ𝓉 𝒾̂𝓃 𝓂𝒾𝒸𝒶 𝓂ℯ𝒶 𝒾̂𝓃𝒸𝒶̆𝓅ℯ𝓇ℯ,
𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓃𝒻ℴ𝓇𝓂𝒶̂𝓃𝒹𝓊-𝓂𝒾 𝓃ℴ𝓅𝓉̦𝒾𝓁ℯ-𝓃 ℊ𝒶̂𝓃𝒹𝓊𝓇𝒾 𝓅𝓇ℯ𝓉̦𝒾ℴ𝒶𝓈ℯ,
𝒻𝒾𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓊-𝓂𝒾 𝓂𝓊𝒸ℯ𝓃𝒾𝒸𝒶̆ 𝒶 𝓃𝓊𝓂ℯ𝓇ℴ𝒶𝓈ℯ𝓁ℴ𝓇 ℴ𝓅ℯ𝓇ℯ.
𝒪𝓅ℯ𝓇ℯ𝓁ℯ 𝓂ℯ𝓁ℯ 𝒹ℯ 𝓈𝓊𝒻ℯ𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉̦𝒶̆
ℐ̂𝓉̦𝒾 𝓁𝒶̆𝓈𝒶𝓊 𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓅𝓊𝓁 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒶̆ 𝒹ℯ𝓏ℴ𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓉.
𝒯ℯ 𝓊𝒾𝓉𝒶𝒾 𝓁𝒶 𝓂𝒾𝓃ℯ,𝒸𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓃𝒶̆𝓋ℴ𝒾𝓃𝓉̦𝒶̆,
𝓁𝒶 ℊ𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓊𝓁 𝓂ℯ𝓊 𝓁𝒶𝓂ℯ𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓉.
𝒫𝓇ℯ𝓏ℯ𝓃𝓉̦𝒶 𝒯𝒶 𝒸ℴ𝓂𝓊𝓃𝒾𝒸𝒶 𝓂𝓊𝓁𝓉ℯ...
𝒮𝓊𝒻𝓁ℯ𝓉𝓊𝓁 ℯ𝓇𝒶 ℯ𝓍𝓊𝓁𝓉𝒶𝓉 𝓋𝒶̆𝓏𝒶̂𝓃𝒹𝓊-𝓉ℯ.
𝒯ℴ𝓉𝓊𝓁 𝒹𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝒾𝓃ℯ 𝒶 𝒾̂𝓃𝒸ℯ𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝒶̆ 𝒯ℯ 𝒶𝓈𝒸𝓊𝓁𝓉ℯ,
𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝒶𝓅ℴ𝒾 𝓈ℴ𝓂𝓃𝓊𝓁 𝓁𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈̦𝓉𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓅𝒶̆𝓇ℯ𝒶 𝒾̂𝓃 𝒻𝒾ℯ𝒸𝒶𝓇ℯ 𝓃ℴ𝒶𝓅𝓉ℯ.
(𝒟ℯ𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒶-𝒞𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒶 ℐ𝓋𝒶𝓈̦𝒸𝒶̆-ℒ𝓊𝓃𝒶)
ÎN GRĂDINA LUI ADLAI
În grădina lui Adlai,
A căzut un strop din rai:
O minune pur divină,
Ca o pană de lumină.
Iată, îngerul frumos,
Obosit, se-așează jos,
Ciufulici, cu păr bălai,
În grădina lui Adlai.
"- Îngeraș cu-aripa frântă,
Nu grăi, mai bine cântă
Psalmul florilor de mai,
În grădina lui Adlai!
#ingerulmeu
Dor de trecut !
Alunec spre trecut,în amintiri
Mă scald în roua acelor dimineți ,
Tăcute umbre îmi fac semn
Cu-un soi de viață în priviri.
Un dor își pune azi peceta
Pe vremea anilor de-atunci,
Când soră îmi era natura
Și mamă satul dintre lunci.
Ce legătură nevăzută
Cu mult cântatele cărări ,
Mă duce-n ochiul din pădure
Și adorm pe lumile de flori ?...
Planeta...s-osalvăm!
Calc pe pământul sfânt al țării
De care-s ancorat de zeci de ani,
De când mama mi-a dat un nume
Și m-adormea pe vers de..nani, nani.
La școală am auzit cuvântul Terra
Și că aceasta e o planetă-n galaxie,
Ce se învârte ușor în jurul soarelui
După cum spuse, tova' de geografie.
Și tot atunci mi s-a sădit în minte
Grijă s-avem că ea ne este adăpost,
Și dacă nu vom ști s-o protejăm
În timp cu toții..vom plăti un cost.
Ajuns adult am început să înțeleg
Cât adevăr purta cuvântul profei,
Iar astăzi, mai mult ca niciodată
Omenirea e în preajma catastrofei.
Încă nu e târziu planeta s-o salvăm
Și pacea pe pământ să dăinuiască,
Să evităm să ne distrugem singuri
Iar cei ce vin..slova să ne-o citească!
Poate gasesc flori!
Am fost ieri prin pădure,
Să văd și să culeg o floare,
Și vântul rece mi-a suflat,
..ai grijă, e răcoare
M-am cățărat pe-o stâncă-naltă,
Floarea de colț să o găsesc,
Și norocos în schimb am fost,
..capra pe pisc să o zăresc
Am coborât ușor la vale,
Apă să beau de la izvor,
Și-am constatat că la secat,
..căldura lui ,, cuptor"
Toamna trecută n-am putut,
Călătorii să fac pe munte,
Motivu-a-fost că am căzut,
..alunecând pe-o punte
Pe munte voi urca din nou,
Când voi avea picior de drum,
Urcarea să mi-o fac cadou,
..la primăvară, cred acum
..și,
Frumoasă e pădurea,
Văzută de pe munte,
Și capra săltăreață,
Venind să se adape,
..când apa-i nesecată!
Melancolie de George Bacovia în germană
Melancolie
Ce chiot, ce vaiet în toamnă...
Şi codrul sălbatec vuieşte -
Răsună-n coclauri un bucium,
Şi doina mai jalnic porneşte.
- Ascultă, tu, bine, iubito,
Nu plânge şi nu-ţi fie teamă -
Ascultă cum greu, din adâncuri,
Pământul la dânsul ne cheamă...
Melancholie
Was für ein Stumpf, was für ein Wehklagen im Herbst...
Und der wilde Wald heult -
In den Hörschnecken ertönt ein Knall,
Und die Dame beginnt mitleiderregender.
- Hör zu, du, gut, Schatz,
Weine nicht und habe keine Angst -
Hören Sie, wie hart aus der Tiefe
Die Erde ruft uns zu ihm...
Luna
𝒪𝒽,𝒯𝓊 𝒾𝓊𝒷𝒾𝓉𝒶̆ ℒ𝓊𝓃𝒶̆,
𝓅𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓉ℯ𝓃𝒶 𝓅𝒶̆𝓂𝒶̂𝓃𝓉ℯ𝓃𝒾𝓁ℴ𝓇,
𝓅ℯ 𝓁𝒶 𝒶 𝓂ℯ𝒶 𝒻ℯ𝓇ℯ𝒶𝓈𝓉𝓇𝒶̆ 𝒶𝒾 𝒻ℴ𝓈𝓉 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝓅 𝒹ℯ-ℴ 𝓁𝓊𝓃𝒶̆,
𝓉𝒶̆𝓂𝒶̆𝒹𝓊𝒾𝓉ℴ𝒶𝓇ℯ 𝒻𝒾𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓊-𝓂𝒾 𝒶 𝓉𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓇ℴ𝓇 𝓇𝒶̆𝓃𝒾𝓁ℴ𝓇.
ℛ𝒶𝓏ℯ𝓁ℯ 𝒯𝒶𝓁ℯ...𝒶𝓉𝒶̂𝓉 𝒹ℯ 𝓋ℯ𝒹ℯ𝓇ℴ𝒶𝓈ℯ
𝒶𝓊 𝓅𝒶̆𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓃𝓈 𝒸ℴ𝓂𝓅𝓁ℯ𝓉 𝒾̂𝓃 𝓂𝒾𝒸𝒶 𝓂ℯ𝒶 𝒾̂𝓃𝒸𝒶̆𝓅ℯ𝓇ℯ,
𝓉𝓇𝒶𝓃𝒻ℴ𝓇𝓂𝒶̂𝓃𝒹𝓊-𝓂𝒾 𝓃ℴ𝓅𝓉̦𝒾𝓁ℯ-𝓃 ℊ𝒶̂𝓃𝒹𝓊𝓇𝒾 𝓅𝓇ℯ𝓉̦𝒾ℴ𝒶𝓈ℯ,
𝒻𝒾𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓊-𝓂𝒾 𝓂𝓊𝒸ℯ𝓃𝒾𝒸𝒶̆ 𝒶 𝓃𝓊𝓂ℯ𝓇ℴ𝒶𝓈ℯ𝓁ℴ𝓇 ℴ𝓅ℯ𝓇ℯ.
𝒪𝓅ℯ𝓇ℯ𝓁ℯ 𝓂ℯ𝓁ℯ 𝒹ℯ 𝓈𝓊𝒻ℯ𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉̦𝒶̆
ℐ̂𝓉̦𝒾 𝓁𝒶̆𝓈𝒶𝓊 𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓅𝓊𝓁 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝒸𝒶̆ 𝒹ℯ𝓏ℴ𝓇𝒾ℯ𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓉.
𝒯ℯ 𝓊𝒾𝓉𝒶𝒾 𝓁𝒶 𝓂𝒾𝓃ℯ,𝒸𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓃𝒶̆𝓋ℴ𝒾𝓃𝓉̦𝒶̆,
𝓁𝒶 ℊ𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓊𝓁 𝓂ℯ𝓊 𝓁𝒶𝓂ℯ𝓃𝓉𝒶𝓉.
𝒫𝓇ℯ𝓏ℯ𝓃𝓉̦𝒶 𝒯𝒶 𝒸ℴ𝓂𝓊𝓃𝒾𝒸𝒶 𝓂𝓊𝓁𝓉ℯ...
𝒮𝓊𝒻𝓁ℯ𝓉𝓊𝓁 ℯ𝓇𝒶 ℯ𝓍𝓊𝓁𝓉𝒶𝓉 𝓋𝒶̆𝓏𝒶̂𝓃𝒹𝓊-𝓉ℯ.
𝒯ℴ𝓉𝓊𝓁 𝒹𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝒾𝓃ℯ 𝒶 𝒾̂𝓃𝒸ℯ𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝒶̆ 𝒯ℯ 𝒶𝓈𝒸𝓊𝓁𝓉ℯ,
𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝒶𝓅ℴ𝒾 𝓈ℴ𝓂𝓃𝓊𝓁 𝓁𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈̦𝓉𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓅𝒶̆𝓇ℯ𝒶 𝒾̂𝓃 𝒻𝒾ℯ𝒸𝒶𝓇ℯ 𝓃ℴ𝒶𝓅𝓉ℯ.
(𝒟ℯ𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒶-𝒞𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒶 ℐ𝓋𝒶𝓈̦𝒸𝒶̆-ℒ𝓊𝓃𝒶)
ÎN GRĂDINA LUI ADLAI
În grădina lui Adlai,
A căzut un strop din rai:
O minune pur divină,
Ca o pană de lumină.
Iată, îngerul frumos,
Obosit, se-așează jos,
Ciufulici, cu păr bălai,
În grădina lui Adlai.
"- Îngeraș cu-aripa frântă,
Nu grăi, mai bine cântă
Psalmul florilor de mai,
În grădina lui Adlai!
#ingerulmeu
Dor de trecut !
Alunec spre trecut,în amintiri
Mă scald în roua acelor dimineți ,
Tăcute umbre îmi fac semn
Cu-un soi de viață în priviri.
Un dor își pune azi peceta
Pe vremea anilor de-atunci,
Când soră îmi era natura
Și mamă satul dintre lunci.
Ce legătură nevăzută
Cu mult cântatele cărări ,
Mă duce-n ochiul din pădure
Și adorm pe lumile de flori ?...
Planeta...s-osalvăm!
Calc pe pământul sfânt al țării
De care-s ancorat de zeci de ani,
De când mama mi-a dat un nume
Și m-adormea pe vers de..nani, nani.
La școală am auzit cuvântul Terra
Și că aceasta e o planetă-n galaxie,
Ce se învârte ușor în jurul soarelui
După cum spuse, tova' de geografie.
Și tot atunci mi s-a sădit în minte
Grijă s-avem că ea ne este adăpost,
Și dacă nu vom ști s-o protejăm
În timp cu toții..vom plăti un cost.
Ajuns adult am început să înțeleg
Cât adevăr purta cuvântul profei,
Iar astăzi, mai mult ca niciodată
Omenirea e în preajma catastrofei.
Încă nu e târziu planeta s-o salvăm
Și pacea pe pământ să dăinuiască,
Să evităm să ne distrugem singuri
Iar cei ce vin..slova să ne-o citească!
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My friend Irina
My friend irina
She smiles
She’s ok
She encourages
She dreams
She is always there for me
She gives a hug im all ok
She says she’s fine,they’ll believe the lie
But i see behind that fake smile
That fake “im fine” that she usually says
From a mile i can see her tears imprinted on her face
From a mile i can see the scars on her tired forearms
She says she’s fine
But she hurts herself,with words and blades
With pills and fake affirmations about herself
I try to help,i try to smile,just for her
Not anybody else
I see her puffy eyes when everyone just says good bye
I stay by her side all the time,hopping she will open up
But im just there
A burden on her back
She says she doesn’t mind that
But she has a lot on her beautiful mind
My friend irina
She cries
She screams
She cuts
She dreams
I wasn’t there when she tried to take her life
But i was there when her heart broke into millions of pieces
I gathered them all in one
Replaced it with all i had
Hopping she ‘ll go back
To being fine and all that
My friend irina
Everyone just sees a girl
With eyes and lips and thighs
I see a strong women fighting for her life
With tired brown eyes,like the hot chocolate on a chilly night
With her curly hair like the waves of the ocean on a breezy night
With her broken smile that she gives me when im not alright
With the clothes she wears to cover up her past
A girl like her you’ll never find
She’s unique and kind
Broken at the same time
Trying to glue her back
Im losing her just like that
Everyone just says she’s fine
But i see behind all that
They found out about her past
The scars on her arms
That’s all they see
Her past
Her “mistakes”
She overthinks over stupid airheads
About everything she has
She changed
She changed a lot
Into good into bad
People don’t care
They don’t see her for who she is but only for her mistakes
They judge
They laugh
They make “funny” jokes about all that
They say things they should not
I try to erase everything they said
But its set in her mind
The words are making her go mad
I try to change her mind
Before she takes what she has
I try to stay calm,when im freaking out
I try to say its fine when she freaks out
I say it will be alright
But all she does is say “im fine”
You’re not
You’re sad,and mad
Happy and glad
You tend to be there for everyone when you’re falling apart
My friend irina
She says she’s fine
She says she won’t do it again
She makes promises to herself the others might brake
She stays true to her mind but lies to her heart
Im here for her but she is not here with me
Im here for her but she disappears
She takes refuge in her mind
Thinking its safer that real life
Im trying to wake her up
Im trying to make her stay
Im stealing her bad thoughts away
Hoping it will make a change
But they multiply by the day
Making her want to go away
What should i do
Say goodbye or fight for her life
I tend to smile all the time
When people are around
So they thing she is better now
But when there’s only the two of us
The bridges fall down
She tells me her worries but not fully
She tells me i didn’t do anything but the truth is ,it’s all my fault
Hopefully she will be fine
She will win this battle with her mind
I’ll be the shoulder that she can cry on but also the soldier fighting for her life
I’ll be there
With my whole mind
I’ll be right there behind
Always ready to fight back
Im here
I’ll always be here
My friend irina
She smiles but if i don’t do anything i will lose her like she lost her mind,i won’t let that happen ,i will be on watch all the time
Don’t worry
We’ll fight together
For the rest of my life
That’s my friend Irina
She is truly the best
That’s why
She has to stay
Mintea mea
Te rog doar pune capat suferintei mele,
In privinta ta nu am avut deloc intentii rele.
Te caut printre oameni ca luna printre stele
Iti caut in alti oameni ochii tai de margele
Am nevoie de o harta, am nevoie de cearta
Am nevoie sa stiu daca ma vei iubi vreodata
Am nevoie sa stiu daca va fi alta fata
Am nevoie sa stiu daca e vreo minciuna adevarata
Te am pierdut o data, nu mai vreau sa regret
Am incercat a doua oara numai vreau sa te astept.
Sange pe pat si pe podea, am inceput sa clachez
Ai intrat in mintea mea, am crezut ca ma intelegi
Mi am pierdut sufletul,
mi am pierdut zambetul.
In mintea mea esti tu
Cosmar sau deja vu?
Ai cristale in ochii si vreau sa imi pun o dorinta
O constelatie intreaga vad in a ta minte stralucita.
Am fost de partea ta, m am simtit protejata.
Am ramas de partea ta, sper sa nu ma lasi balta
Moonlight
I stay under the moonlight.
Blanket on me like it's banging on me.
Covered in light, like I won't survive.
Covered in stars like I won't apply the rules I learned as a kid.
The rules I lived by.
Covered in the moonlight like it's takin me away.
Cover me until you slay my little throat and it takes me up the sky...
Covered in moonlight I survived...
O mie de culori
O mie de culori pe lume…
Dar tu ai fost a mea.
Lumina aratandu-mi calea,
Muzica din casti la diferite volume.
O mie de culori pe lume,
Insa doar tu unica ,
O emotie romantica.
Pozele marcate in albume.
O mie de culori pe lume.
Doar tu ai reusit sa iesi in evidență,
Cu matul tau de opulenta
Si luciul oglinzii printre spume.
O mie de culori in a mea inima,
O mie de sentimente .
Doar tu ai reusit cu instrumente ,
Sa-mi formezi batai cu rima.
Cu o mie de culori,
Au pictat artistii…
Tablouri ai nelinistii,
Care au facut sa iasa flori.
Cu o mie de culori,
Au scris poetii…
Povestea vietii,
Rupta dupa printre flori.
Asa ,cu o mie de culori
S-a umplut panza,
Iar inima amiaza
S-a risipit si ea printre flori.
Like water
You flow through my mind like water
Sometimes it can be a turbulent flow,
Sometimes just nice and slow.
Like water you have stages,
Where your mad, then your sad,when you cry, then you laugh.
I don’t get you, i dont.
But sometimes, i cant think straight when i dont hear your bubly vocal cords.
I dont get you, i dont.
But i feel like its just us in the whole world.
We flow, we fall, we cross each road we pass.
We never get tired of the waterblast.
You tend to pour your problems on me,
expecting to evaporate them just like warm tea.
I dont get you, i do.
I listen to every gush you have, to every little pond you have.
You flood my mind with words you say, with your problems within each day.
I dont get you, but oh how i do.
My mind when i talk to you is all blue.
All blue like the sea, until it turns black when your in missery.
I try to keep you clean, but each time there’s another plastic in your sea.
Your all soaked, from your tears you have leaked.
I try to offer a towel, but it just gets wet from your sorrows.
From your past wishes and hopes,how i wish i could just swim,
Through each of your dreams, and slowly make them appear, like a little fish swimming in the sea.
I dont get you, i dont.
But i cant help but admire your flows and waves, each time you slowly sway.
You flow through my mind like water,
And yet again you never seem to bother.
Thunder and sunrise
I cannot feel this way.
I don’t like him
“I know”
I don’t love him
“He’ll always have a special place in your heart”
But i don’t want it
“You cant do anything about it”.
I hope he’s happy.
I hope she is.
I don’t wanna feel this way, at all
But again
I sit in my bed every night wondering how it would have been if i never met him, never talked to him…
But again,
I wonder how it would be if i was next to him,
If i was the one…for him.
But i despise him,
I hate him so much.
I wanna make him see how i feel,
How i felt.
How he broke my heart.
How it felt.
I want him to know how he ruined me,
Broke me,
Shattered me…
How bad it got, how much i wanted to do it…
How damn lucky he got.
I hope he’s happy,
Cause he got lucky,
He got the happiness
He got the love..
I got the thunder
And the hatred
I got the thunder and he got the sunrise.
His sun rises before my storm,
The piano plays while my violin breaks
His birds sing while mine choke on worms.
His ocean reflects the sun,
While i struggle to swim up.
Im drowning, while he is swimming with damn dolphins.
I want it to stop.
I want him to now that it got so bad I’ve thought about it,i tried to hurt my gentle arms…
Which only wanted to hold him once.
He got lucky,
I got the storm.
I got the thunder and he got the sunrise.
My friend Irina
My friend irina
She smiles
She’s ok
She encourages
She dreams
She is always there for me
She gives a hug im all ok
She says she’s fine,they’ll believe the lie
But i see behind that fake smile
That fake “im fine” that she usually says
From a mile i can see her tears imprinted on her face
From a mile i can see the scars on her tired forearms
She says she’s fine
But she hurts herself,with words and blades
With pills and fake affirmations about herself
I try to help,i try to smile,just for her
Not anybody else
I see her puffy eyes when everyone just says good bye
I stay by her side all the time,hopping she will open up
But im just there
A burden on her back
She says she doesn’t mind that
But she has a lot on her beautiful mind
My friend irina
She cries
She screams
She cuts
She dreams
I wasn’t there when she tried to take her life
But i was there when her heart broke into millions of pieces
I gathered them all in one
Replaced it with all i had
Hopping she ‘ll go back
To being fine and all that
My friend irina
Everyone just sees a girl
With eyes and lips and thighs
I see a strong women fighting for her life
With tired brown eyes,like the hot chocolate on a chilly night
With her curly hair like the waves of the ocean on a breezy night
With her broken smile that she gives me when im not alright
With the clothes she wears to cover up her past
A girl like her you’ll never find
She’s unique and kind
Broken at the same time
Trying to glue her back
Im losing her just like that
Everyone just says she’s fine
But i see behind all that
They found out about her past
The scars on her arms
That’s all they see
Her past
Her “mistakes”
She overthinks over stupid airheads
About everything she has
She changed
She changed a lot
Into good into bad
People don’t care
They don’t see her for who she is but only for her mistakes
They judge
They laugh
They make “funny” jokes about all that
They say things they should not
I try to erase everything they said
But its set in her mind
The words are making her go mad
I try to change her mind
Before she takes what she has
I try to stay calm,when im freaking out
I try to say its fine when she freaks out
I say it will be alright
But all she does is say “im fine”
You’re not
You’re sad,and mad
Happy and glad
You tend to be there for everyone when you’re falling apart
My friend irina
She says she’s fine
She says she won’t do it again
She makes promises to herself the others might brake
She stays true to her mind but lies to her heart
Im here for her but she is not here with me
Im here for her but she disappears
She takes refuge in her mind
Thinking its safer that real life
Im trying to wake her up
Im trying to make her stay
Im stealing her bad thoughts away
Hoping it will make a change
But they multiply by the day
Making her want to go away
What should i do
Say goodbye or fight for her life
I tend to smile all the time
When people are around
So they thing she is better now
But when there’s only the two of us
The bridges fall down
She tells me her worries but not fully
She tells me i didn’t do anything but the truth is ,it’s all my fault
Hopefully she will be fine
She will win this battle with her mind
I’ll be the shoulder that she can cry on but also the soldier fighting for her life
I’ll be there
With my whole mind
I’ll be right there behind
Always ready to fight back
Im here
I’ll always be here
My friend irina
She smiles but if i don’t do anything i will lose her like she lost her mind,i won’t let that happen ,i will be on watch all the time
Don’t worry
We’ll fight together
For the rest of my life
That’s my friend Irina
She is truly the best
That’s why
She has to stay
Mintea mea
Te rog doar pune capat suferintei mele,
In privinta ta nu am avut deloc intentii rele.
Te caut printre oameni ca luna printre stele
Iti caut in alti oameni ochii tai de margele
Am nevoie de o harta, am nevoie de cearta
Am nevoie sa stiu daca ma vei iubi vreodata
Am nevoie sa stiu daca va fi alta fata
Am nevoie sa stiu daca e vreo minciuna adevarata
Te am pierdut o data, nu mai vreau sa regret
Am incercat a doua oara numai vreau sa te astept.
Sange pe pat si pe podea, am inceput sa clachez
Ai intrat in mintea mea, am crezut ca ma intelegi
Mi am pierdut sufletul,
mi am pierdut zambetul.
In mintea mea esti tu
Cosmar sau deja vu?
Ai cristale in ochii si vreau sa imi pun o dorinta
O constelatie intreaga vad in a ta minte stralucita.
Am fost de partea ta, m am simtit protejata.
Am ramas de partea ta, sper sa nu ma lasi balta
Moonlight
I stay under the moonlight.
Blanket on me like it's banging on me.
Covered in light, like I won't survive.
Covered in stars like I won't apply the rules I learned as a kid.
The rules I lived by.
Covered in the moonlight like it's takin me away.
Cover me until you slay my little throat and it takes me up the sky...
Covered in moonlight I survived...
O mie de culori
O mie de culori pe lume…
Dar tu ai fost a mea.
Lumina aratandu-mi calea,
Muzica din casti la diferite volume.
O mie de culori pe lume,
Insa doar tu unica ,
O emotie romantica.
Pozele marcate in albume.
O mie de culori pe lume.
Doar tu ai reusit sa iesi in evidență,
Cu matul tau de opulenta
Si luciul oglinzii printre spume.
O mie de culori in a mea inima,
O mie de sentimente .
Doar tu ai reusit cu instrumente ,
Sa-mi formezi batai cu rima.
Cu o mie de culori,
Au pictat artistii…
Tablouri ai nelinistii,
Care au facut sa iasa flori.
Cu o mie de culori,
Au scris poetii…
Povestea vietii,
Rupta dupa printre flori.
Asa ,cu o mie de culori
S-a umplut panza,
Iar inima amiaza
S-a risipit si ea printre flori.
Like water
You flow through my mind like water
Sometimes it can be a turbulent flow,
Sometimes just nice and slow.
Like water you have stages,
Where your mad, then your sad,when you cry, then you laugh.
I don’t get you, i dont.
But sometimes, i cant think straight when i dont hear your bubly vocal cords.
I dont get you, i dont.
But i feel like its just us in the whole world.
We flow, we fall, we cross each road we pass.
We never get tired of the waterblast.
You tend to pour your problems on me,
expecting to evaporate them just like warm tea.
I dont get you, i do.
I listen to every gush you have, to every little pond you have.
You flood my mind with words you say, with your problems within each day.
I dont get you, but oh how i do.
My mind when i talk to you is all blue.
All blue like the sea, until it turns black when your in missery.
I try to keep you clean, but each time there’s another plastic in your sea.
Your all soaked, from your tears you have leaked.
I try to offer a towel, but it just gets wet from your sorrows.
From your past wishes and hopes,how i wish i could just swim,
Through each of your dreams, and slowly make them appear, like a little fish swimming in the sea.
I dont get you, i dont.
But i cant help but admire your flows and waves, each time you slowly sway.
You flow through my mind like water,
And yet again you never seem to bother.
Thunder and sunrise
I cannot feel this way.
I don’t like him
“I know”
I don’t love him
“He’ll always have a special place in your heart”
But i don’t want it
“You cant do anything about it”.
I hope he’s happy.
I hope she is.
I don’t wanna feel this way, at all
But again
I sit in my bed every night wondering how it would have been if i never met him, never talked to him…
But again,
I wonder how it would be if i was next to him,
If i was the one…for him.
But i despise him,
I hate him so much.
I wanna make him see how i feel,
How i felt.
How he broke my heart.
How it felt.
I want him to know how he ruined me,
Broke me,
Shattered me…
How bad it got, how much i wanted to do it…
How damn lucky he got.
I hope he’s happy,
Cause he got lucky,
He got the happiness
He got the love..
I got the thunder
And the hatred
I got the thunder and he got the sunrise.
His sun rises before my storm,
The piano plays while my violin breaks
His birds sing while mine choke on worms.
His ocean reflects the sun,
While i struggle to swim up.
Im drowning, while he is swimming with damn dolphins.
I want it to stop.
I want him to now that it got so bad I’ve thought about it,i tried to hurt my gentle arms…
Which only wanted to hold him once.
He got lucky,
I got the storm.
I got the thunder and he got the sunrise.