Papi si Vlad

My friend irina

She smiles

She’s ok

She encourages

She dreams

She is always there for me

She gives a hug im all ok

She says she’s fine,they’ll believe the lie

But i see behind that fake smile

That fake “im fine” that she usually says

From a mile i can see her tears imprinted on her face

From a mile i can see the scars on her tired forearms

She says she’s fine

But she hurts herself,with words and blades

With pills and fake affirmations about herself

I try to help,i try to smile,just for her

Not anybody else

I see her puffy eyes when everyone just says good bye

I stay by her side all the time,hopping she will open up

But im just there

A burden on her back

She says she doesn’t mind that

But she has a lot on her beautiful mind

My friend irina

She cries

She screams

She cuts

She dreams

I wasn’t there when she tried to take her life

But i was there when her heart broke into millions of pieces

I gathered them all in one

Replaced it with all i had

Hopping she ‘ll go back

To being fine and all that

My friend irina

Everyone just sees a girl

With eyes and lips and thighs

I see a strong women fighting for her life

With tired brown eyes,like the hot chocolate on a chilly  night

With her curly hair like the waves of the ocean on a breezy night

With her broken smile that she gives me when im not alright

With the clothes she wears to cover up her past

A girl like her you’ll never find

She’s unique and kind

Broken at the same time

Trying to glue her back

Im losing her  just like that

Everyone just says she’s fine

But i see behind all that

They found out about her past

The scars on her arms

That’s all they see

Her past

Her “mistakes”

She overthinks over stupid airheads

About everything she has

She changed

She changed a lot

Into good into bad

People don’t care

They don’t see her for who she is but only for her mistakes

They judge

They laugh

They make “funny” jokes about all that

They say things they should  not

I try to erase everything they said

But its set in her mind

The words are making her go mad

I try to change her mind

Before she takes what she has

I try to stay calm,when im freaking out

I try to say its fine when she freaks out

I say it will be alright

But all she does is say “im fine”

You’re not

You’re sad,and mad

Happy and glad

You tend to be there for everyone when you’re falling apart

My friend irina

She says she’s fine

She says she won’t do it again

She makes promises to herself the others might brake

She stays true to her mind but lies to her heart

Im here for her but she is not here with me

Im here for her but she disappears

She takes refuge in her mind

Thinking its safer that real life

Im trying to wake her up

Im trying to make her stay

Im stealing her bad thoughts away

Hoping it will make a change

But they multiply by the day

Making her want to go away

What should i do

Say goodbye or fight for her life

I tend to smile all the time

When people are around

So they thing she is better now

But when there’s only the two of us

The bridges fall down

She tells me her worries but not fully

She tells me i didn’t do anything but the truth is ,it’s all my fault

Hopefully she will be fine

She will win this battle with her mind

I’ll be the shoulder that she can cry on but also the soldier fighting for her  life

I’ll be there

With my whole mind

I’ll be right there behind

Always ready to fight back

Im here

I’ll always be here

My friend irina

She smiles but if i don’t do anything i will lose her like she lost her mind,i won’t let that happen ,i will be on watch all the time

Don’t worry

We’ll fight together

For the rest of my life

That’s my friend Irina

She is truly the best

That’s why

She has to stay

Am învățat că vinul e mai mult decât soiul,

E starea de spirit ce-n cupă s-a strâns,

Și dacă din suflet am scos tot noroiul,

E fiindcă prin versuri, tot dorul l-am plâns.

Se schimbă de-acum și gustul și sensul,

Iar taina în care m-ai inițiat,

Devine azi largă cât tot universul

Și-un drum către mine, curat și înalt.

Pe malul Senei, în lumini de mătase,

Sorb mistic licoarea ce-mi poartă un nume,

Căci vinul tău, fără a dorului muză,

Ar fi doar o simplă licoare în lume.

Aleg de azi tăcerea, ca pe-un vin de soi,

Ce nu se mai împarte, se bea în sfințenie,

Căci n-a rămas nimic de spus între noi,

Decât această pace... ca o mângâiere..

Melancolic se-nfiripă un gând,

Iar în inimă un dor se aprinde.

Sentiment de iubire atingând

Și cu bucurie ființa o cuprinde.

În suflet sărbătoare-i la miazăzi,

Căci jumătate de veac împlinești,

Și destinul dragoste-ți hărăzi

Cu care mulți ani să domnești.

Zefirul, cu adierile-i blânde, calde

Prin care renaște întreaga natură,

S-aducă cu sine șirag de smaralde

Armonie, vitalitate și iubire matură.

Viața să-ți fie un parfum de flori,

Drumul să-ți fie luminos și clar,

Zâmbete într-un pastel de culori

Și visurile să se realizeze exemplar.

Ce lume-ar fi ! nebuna ori frumoasa !

Oare ar mai fi , de tu n-ai exista !

Esti ingerul ce viata-mi coloreaza !

O ! esti comoara vesnica a mea !

Esti o raza care zboara ,  mereu calatoare

Reprezinti o stea ca mierea calda , lucitoare,

Daruiesti cu a ta privire, dulcea mare de pe cer,

Cu respect pentru iubita, de l-al tau  luceafar.

La  steaua,de pe cer, cea mai luminoasă
An de an, în ianuarie, ne uităm
Sărutul razei pe Ipotești se lasă
Tremurătoarea sclipire o contemplăm.
EL, doar EL  printr-o  elegie, vers duios
Apleacă crengile  plopilor desfrunziți…
Uluitor! Luceafărul, un  Făt Frumos
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Te -ai născut într -o zi de primăvară Cu mult soare pe cer. Ești pentru noi ca o comoară, Eşti al nostru gingaş Ghiocel. Ești o fetiță frumoasă Cu ochi ca două stele. Crește mare, mare și să fii fericită Cum e luceafărul printre ele. Noi o să-ți fim mereu alături Și la bine și la greu. Să fii sănătoasă puiul nostru, Pentru tine îi mulțumim în fiecare zi lui Dumnezeu. (Poezie de Vladimir Potlog)